well lets see, i have to try and get my mind off laura, as hard as that sounds, and i'm really sorry i i offended her or mike or jenn or anyone else.

when i went to the mall today i finally took out the cd that had sinatra and elvis and richard cheese on it, and put in my beastie boys cd. it was great, pumpin it up with david and jong in the hatch off my car (everyone eventually ends up in the hatch of my car, its tradition).

i have an obsession with cones, i steal cones, orange constuction ones i mean, not like ice cream cones
also some things i obsess about currently:

1. laura
2. ramen (always)
3. diddy reese
4. green tea
5. black wristbands from hot topic

today at the mall some things i noticed:

1. the spirited away art book was gone in borders
2. there's more couples nowadays, and theres more of me alone
3. my hair is emo?
4. they sell saves the day shirts and get up kids shirts at hot topic
5. i spent half an hour reading dragon ball comics in borders that i read before.
6. i spent an hour trying to pick out which cantonese book was the right one, the one i could learmn the most from.
7. i parked far from where i ended up
8. i called my mom for the first time in years, to tell her i think i've fallen for someone

laura also ends all her letters with "always", something i do.

i've got to stop thinking about her. but its hard, its so hard. NO FREAKING PUN PEOPLE\!