claim jumpers, a half eaten blueberry-lemon muffin, and noodles saved my ass today.

like that weezre song "whyyyy are youuuu, so far awayyyy from meeee?"

mike gave me a ton of songs via mac laptop, awesome, i can start the mp3 collection again

i had to delete some (not all) of my pr0n to make way for all the music, dastardly.

i kinda give a thought towards jenny, will she ever find her one?
and i give a thought towards the other jenny of old, i wonder if she's gotten over her break up yet, i never see her online.
and i give a thought towards amanda.... why does she forward me emails?
and to audrey, i wonder.
Aey is back (aka vicky), and i have no want to talk to her anymore.
to kristina, again, the thought makes me laugh sometimes.

and the rest of my thoughts go towards laura, how i wonder what she's really like.
can a whirlwind relationship really last? i wonder if she'd want it to.
but i guess i'll be there for her, thats the least i do for every girl, loyal till i bite my last balogna sandwich.

my classes look like 2 asian american studies courses, general physics 100, and advanced computer network routing.
ewwwwwwwwwwwww. spewwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
i didn't want to take the upper division biology yet. need to get gpa ^.

its amazing how some people view you, and how other don't.
everybody says i'm this great guy, yet..... i can't help but catch myself do and say the worst things.

the first time i caught myself saying something bad, when laura was around, i said i wasn't a whore because i didn't do stuff with girls who weren't my girlfriend. thats slighty exagerrated, slightly untrue, and it was slightly misinterpretted.

she interpretted it as calling all people who do that whores, and i saw the great tinge of resentment rise, and for the first time she turned away from me, maybe in playful spite, but away nonetheless.

its stupid shit like that that gets me in trouble.

well, i'm ranked in the top 1000 players in the west coast on warcraft 3, this is me happy.
actually i feel pretty crappy.

but i taught jong how to do a little guitar, maybe we can get something to happen, he's a fast learner.

i consider myself a fast learner. sometimes this is bad. you learn the wrong way to do things to fast, and its hard to unlearn things. like jeffs comment about the bike.

people think i don't notice things, but i do. i'm always listening. i just have add. as my rubicks cube proves, and my room theory (i'll tell you sometimes)

i rarely look people in the eye when they talk for a long time. this is due i think to my moms lectures.

like loveline, everything happens now because of something in childhood?

eesh. i'm glad nothing happened to me, like other thai families.....
i wonder how many people out of ten can pick out thailand on a map, or for that matter, say my last name correctly
i hate my last name. i hate my dad. i hate waiting till saturday for him to fix my car that he didnt put the brakes on right in the first place probably.my opinion of him again detrimented, he needs help with the job in the form of johns dad.

sorry if i'm speaking in semicircles, sleep slides in surpassively.

oh yeah. did i mention i hate online quizzes?

eesh, one hellava (heckuva?) blog today. hope you enjoyed.