well, i don't know what to say, or how to tell you all, but a friend of mine, Nick, was positively identified in mexico, he passed away, and was cremated.

no one knows why or how, we just know very little of what happened, and it has affected us all.

theres so many things to talk about it, but i've gone through it all in my mind.

happy birthday mike, sorry i couldn't be happier for you today and hang out.

i got a haircut, and me and david were watching lord of the rings when we got the call.

jabbar told us to pause the movie (something unheard of in this house). he had some bad news.

so julie came over and we comforted her, there was really nothing more we could say. its all so confusing.
i won't go into details, but julie was nicks girlfriend of 9 months, and he was very upset they had broke up.... and you might get the idea about now.

i miss my frind nick now, i never did call him like i promised. thats the worst feeling, not saying goodbye, but maybe it was worse who he said goodbye to, i wouldn't want to hear.

anyway, was is selfish to take his own life? did he take his own life? will we ever know?
God eh?

God watch over him, i hope he is in that better place, of course, and we'll always remember him.

Why? God eh? God damn it.

We all loved you nick, it wasn't your time. These short sentences don't even come close to summing it up, but we'll have plenty of time to talk someday. Save a spot for us up there, right next to chevy chase.