word up, bored ones, here again eh? Dude, had a gripping day talking to mike about all kinds of shiznit. He's like where I was a few years back, his degree will be his saving throw. I'm changing my ways, a degree will be just my insurance. Also in some ways, thats commendable for him tho, to all his friends he can be the dependable one, the stableness, the rock. Francis, he's another story. He wants to be an accountant. Finding out about my friends really helps me see who I am, and where I plan to be. I realize I haven't spent enough time with them. college man, this is the time when you make bonds. The party of the century, yes....can't wait for that, thats what its code name is.....the party of the century. I start preparing today. Hmmm. I've always been a thinker. Lately maybe I have been thinking too much.

I've completely changed from who I was, to this thing I am now. It doesn't seem like anybody likes me better, but they respect me, and maybe understand more where I'm coming from. blah blah blah

the songs, the band.... www.muffish.com if oyu haven't heard. long story, i've known these guys a long time, except for fernado, i never even met him.

I'm going to tell the a short story about Rodolfo. I hope he doesnt mind. Now, some say rudy and some say dolfo, and i even remember lumpee calling him r-dogg. Things between us are wierd. He's constantly abusing the people around him. I'm just one of those people who won't stand for abuse. of any kind. Why must we hate each other I ask. Compitition is too much, just let it go. I say. A few years back we started this band, then we hated each other and i fell out. I came back to being friends with his friends. and now theres this wierd band thing. more on this later perhaps.

ah.... what did i say i promised to type aboot? i dont know what to type aboot. everyone seems like they are hiding hidden animosities towards me, and I don't know why. I wish I had some answers. I'm confused on every level of my existence.