Heres are some song lyrics that have helped me through my hard times, I hope someone can understand, or get something out of them.

1. I think of our times together, is it fading, or am I dreaming? Everything you said is done. I cherish our memories. I wanna kiss your tears away tonight. Its hard to give up the one you never thought you'd leave.
- The Juliana Theory - August in Bethany

2.i saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls. who will be the first to begin their fall? or will we become one? am i the star beneath the stairs? am i a ghost upon the stage? am i your anything? i saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me. and i don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me? and i don't want to fall into the light. will you wish upon? will you walk upon me? i don't want to die tonight. will you.
AFI - Morningstar

ps. its a nice song.
pps. when I say its a nice song, its an awesome song

3. It's alright too tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving you must have your reasons
The season is calling and your pictures are falling down

The steps that I retrace, a sad look on your face

A day late a buck short I'm writing the report
I'm losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now

And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up
-If you don't know what song this is you don't deserve to live. Sorry.

4. AND my final thoughts, shown through song lyrics.
I see it around me, I see it in everything.
I could be so much more than this.
I said my goodbye's this is my sundown.
I'm gonna be so much more than this.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
No one cares.
I need you to show me the way from crazy.
I wanna be so much more than this.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
No one cares.
-figure that one out by yourself
I will state that it is a Jimmy Eat World song

I'm gonna let this sit for a while.
I need to think. You need to think. You know who you are.
You who are in love. You who will be in love. You who were in love.
I wish you all well. As I go into my sundown.