talked with jack a bit last night. I admire his knowledge of various things, and his condition similar to mine.

we actually had a talk about frats. I hate frats. I don't think he knows.

He wants me to start a chapter of his frat, which coincidently is the same frat whats-her-name's boyfriend is in.
I toyed with the idea. I could definitely do it. But I will not.

Frankly, I think its sad.

A frat is essentially a friend club. Its a thing you join to make friends. I don't see anything else they do. Do they help the environment? Do they help the homeless? Feed the hungry? They do help the economy tho, i suppose, with all the parties they throw and beer they buy.

If you can't find your own friends, or buy your own beer. you join a frat.
And these frat guys are mostly assholes.
They feel the need for popularity. They need to have as many friends as possible, to feel important. To be called on the phone. To feel needed. To increase thier chances with girls. To have something to do.

No, I will not start the friend club at CSUN. There are already enough. And their wooden signs aren't that much for decor around the grass, which is their only use.

Which brings me to something else Jack said. He said if that guy wasn't going out with whats-her-name. We would probably be good friends.
He said he was easy to talk to and cheerful.
He sounds like a fake person to me. One of those who are always cheery and laughing. One of those people you just want to smack around to get them to stop being so giddy. The annoyingness.
ok....changing modes....transforming into rational mode......

Brace yourself, this will be an intese journey back to graceland.
All Appologies. I realize I don't know this person, and so have no right to judge. Just like I will be judged if whats-her-name(i.e. she) ever talks about me to him.
I guess it does take a certain amount of self discipline to be happy when the world around you is sad. He's probably a strong lad. He better treat her right. I never once touched, hit, or hurt Grace out of anger. If he does that, he's a dead man if I ever hear about it. Otherwise, he sounds cool......i guess....
I gave her all my time. I guess I should have spent time on other things that were important too, that was a key flaw.
He's a UCLA boy, so probably smart, I always knew she'd hook up with a UCLA boy if I left. Inevitable.
Grace probably has something better for her right now. I can only hope she treats him the even better than I was treated.
She had been learning to express her feelings more with me I guess. You can call me a training session.
What she told David was nothing. What she told me was minimal to nominal. I'm guessing he is in line to hear the creamy goodness which are really the gist of Graces thoughts.
HaHa, but I don't even know his name...Jeff Something.

Peace man. Should we ever meet, maybe I will offer you a hand shake, and not a hand grenade.

Jack says it was Graces fault for getting with him. I can see that. She can be the flirt channel sometimes when she wants to be. All flirt. All the time. Hahah, the tv has to be turned on first tho, man, if you know what I mean. :)

My intelligence is deep, and I keep it hidden. Why? I don't know. I don't like being too nerdy I suppose.