Erm, i think i should apologize. to everyone. about writing about them. i realize that some people might not want to be wrote about.

Apologies to:

Mike
Rodolfo
Francis
David
Jeff
Jabbar
Francis
and Grace

Someday they might read this, they might be offended. don't be.
I just need to let feelings out.
I choose this way because I'm accustomed to typing on the computer.
Apologies in advance too, to the same people and to many more, because I will always keep typing.

many i've hurt, many have hurt me. its all part of the game of life.

I just need to calm down, and sort things out.

Aikido: calming breath, breath in, breath out

Thanks everybody for the kind understanding.