I have avid readers, but how do I know what they want?

A certain one has a penchant for my writing, but I don't have the chant for my pen to nerve.
The nerve I have doesn't have the desire it deserves. I've waited this long, but I still long for what I want. What could be rightly mine is rightly wrong. The wrongs I right aren't as good as the wrongs I write.

A samurai can not be spineless. This will not do. So what I will do is treat you to not being treated. I should not fall for teated treats and pleated seats.

iow, i'll push you away, all you need to do is pull me, and i'll come back.
when you're ready, we'll be ready, and you won't be hurt.

Like i said, I can sweet, and I can be curt.