where does the time go?

i didn't blog yesterday at all, wtf happened you say?

school work and more work
i have a total of 3 hours of free time now between the 3
something with the number three i guess

somehow i found time to practice with the band for an hour today.
it was awesome. i wish i could have stayed longer.
we practice again in 3 weeks. well its a start, but i still wonder if anything will be done.

other than that my 2 jobs are pretty mundane.
at the first one today i designed a flyer. and at the second one i filed paperwork all night.
3 hours each job.

i talked to audrey on the phone a while ago. it was strange to hear her voice. the very first person i've ever been with, in that way. she still sounds like a little kid on the phone. we talked for what seemed to be forever, then i had to go. i was dumbfounded for the most part, we havent talked in 5 years.
it was for this girl i sacrificed my best friend at the time, Don. I didn't know, I just didn't know.
To this day he still hasn't forgiven me. And to this day i'm just a page in her book..

first day of new job was yesterday. came home dead tired, but with satisfaction i haven't felt in a while. listening to depeche mode and green day in the car to and from work, its a good summary of my two sidedness, those two bands.

theres so much drama in this world around me, i don't know if i want to just watch or take part.

"gonna take my time, i have all the time in the world"
-dmode

gosh, i think my blog is actually starting to become boring talking about my life.......

here are two links that are as saddening as this blog, ok, maybe not THAT saddening
www.ramen.com
www.instantcurry.com

the sad thing is that 2 of my favoritist foods have the crappy websites :((((((((((((((

some random memories that come floating in my head
a lettermans jacket
a piggyback ride in the (rain)
a christmas and a present
a horrible job
a cool job
a door closing in the dark with two bodies on the other side
a harsh word
a mispoken word
a bunch of harsh words
a mesh of birthdays and birthday parties

birthday parties.............thats where i stop for today.