ah so much random shit to say. so little time.
ah but things are so much easier when they are put into lists.
simple. quick.

1. according to love hina -
a. what kind of fruit did your first kiss taste like? Mango.
b. I am a "Type C" lover
2. called a girl for coffee or a movie - how can parents be that restrictive?
3. dishwashing conversation with Jabbar. he thinks he knows, but has no idea.
4. high point of week was meeting tiffany, low point was calling her, dammit why cant i talk on the phone!?
5. wierd roundabout ways of friends, contacting them, and what is considered a friend
6. i hate doing dishes more than anything else in the world, ok, almost anything
7. job better now, doing more worthwhile nonsense
8. band delays
9. conversation with co-worker about sunshine and trying
10. watching an old video of an old party i wasnt at
11. straightening up the pad
12.forgetting what i was going to blog about

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13.i used to hate dot-dot-dots
14.and i hate when people just type this to me online - "?"
15. conversation with pessimists, a hopeless romantic, a poseur, and a poet

16. this one is important - i found another key to who i am, by descriptions of others
a. a quiet jester
b. a deep thinker

17. Random things in general about girls I've picked up.....
girls like the confident, sweet guys, don't like it in the ass, and like the giving and recieving of third base.
they also like to make fun of porn, burp, and lick my neck
a. old and new news, revisited, in general

am i more confident or sweet?

18. missed class today, for the first time in a while, they say i look pale when i get too much sleep. 12 hours to be exact.

I feel i've earned my right to sleep. from years of not sleeping. it feels good, and natural.

I felt at a loss talking to this one girl ,i'm slowly getting myself back
yes i still have no game. i don't believe in game
I'VE GIVEN UP GAMES

This sums up my how I am doing with my love life as of now:

"Well......I have a nice collarbone?".
"Uhhhhh.....right........".