lol, i wonder what my mother would say if she got a hold of my blog.

i'm gonna ditch school today to watch "the girl next door" and go to the bank to cash my check.

So fuckingly awesome fun i'm having!

fuckingly is now my word.

The phone is still unplugged, and AIM is still uninstalled

don't bother. my friends are useless. i can't even plan a cool hangout. nobody calls me anyway.

nobody is gonna call me anyway. nobody wants to see me. nobody wants to hear me.

it's been a while since i've had a fun time.

30 entries found for bland.
Entry:
bland
Function:
adjective
Definition:
tasteless
Synonyms:
banal, blah, boring, dull, flat, flavorless, ho-hum, humdrum, insipid, milk-and-water, monotonous, nerdy, nothing, pablum, sapless, tame, tedious, unexciting, uninspiring, uninteresting, unstimulating, vanilla, vapid, waterish, watery, weak, wimpy, wishy-washy, wuss, zero

lol. banal.

There's a song by Rufio called "Stop Whining" that is a protest against suicide.

here's a message from my mom. something happened with the format.

Hi Luke,I am glad to hear that you like Best Buy. I understandthat you probably can't take time off for Christmas. Iwill spend Christmas Eve and Christmas Day here withthe usual family. Then I can fly out to visit you onthe 26th and stay until Dec 30th. I will try to get aticket for myself this week and let you know thearrival and departure day and time. Did you get my message that I have a 2 bedroomtownhouse by myself? Scott and I split up for good.I have a home phone # that I have unlimited longdistance. So I can call you anytime. Just let me knowthe best day and time to try to call. My home # is ###-###-####. You should let me know what movies to send or else Iwill keep selecting them myself.Please send me e-mails too as often as things come upthat you want to share with me. It seems I hardly knowyou anymore.Is Jeff going to be living at his parents house all byhimself? That would be a nice place to stay if itworks out for you!!Any new girlfriends?Don't forget to let me know what day and time you aremost likely tro be home.Take Care, I love you and miss you all the time too.Love,Mom---

Luke G <http://by15fd.bay15.hotmail.msn.com/cgi-bin/compose?curmbox=F000000001&a=186c9f8539cb273485f8389d0add2ba7&amp;mailto=1&to=lukeglupngam@hotmail.com&msg=MSG1098142107.22&start=1583635&len=4308&src=&type=x> wrote:> I got your message. Unfortunately I don't have long> distance on my home > phone so I can't call you back. Also I lost my cell> phone, and need a new > one, might need your help with that.> > Yeah so, working at Best Buy is great, the best> jobI've had so far in life.> > Dad is doing fine. He's just staying here until I> graduate. I keep > switching from pierce to Csun for classes, thats> whats taking so long.> > I miss you a lot, but I don't think work will let me> off for christmas, > thats the only bad thing, I don't think I'll be able> to fly up there this > year. It's ok, I think I get overtime hours for> christmas and christmas > eve.> > Right now, I'm saving up for a drum machine, a car,> and a motorcycle, but I > still need help clearing up my credit, theres also> some other person besides > me using my social security number I found out, that> makes me mad. I might > move in with Jeff at his house, his parents are> buying a new house in San > Diego for retirement.> > I know I missed your birthday, and I know I missed> Grandpa for fathers day a > while ago too. I'm sorry, just really busy trying> to decide what I need to > do at this point in my life. I just got a new> perscription for contacts but > my teeth are horrible, the porcalin cap i had on my> upper left tooth came > off and its now naked, I brush everyday though.> > I'm writing a book, its a horror/suspense/thriller> like something Stephen > King would write. I read his "On Writing", also I> read the new version of > Lewis and Clarks journals that came out in Borders> this month, that was by > someone else.> > So, if you want, try to catch me at home, I'm> usually home after 10pm on > work days. Just rememberr I can't call out to you.> Email is always good too.> > Love,> Luke

she even hardly knows me anymore. what the hell has happened to me?

i blanked out my mom's number so you little weasels won't call her. :)