2 things:

1. i'm the type of person who drives by a church or a mortuary and thinks.......
i wonder how many people ate at the burger king across the street after they just saw a dead body, or got married

2. there was a man near my house, holding a sign in front of a jiffy-lube type place, the sign said "Repair Rip-Off"
simple, yet effective, i think he stopped their business for the day because they overcharged him on automotive repairs

that man was my hero for the day.

Donnie Darko is now my favorite movie of all time.

bought excedrin

opposite of tylenol pm, its like caffiene headache pills

i'll be up for 16 hours....


not feeling very well as of late.

brief timeline of last night to this morning...

6pm: took some tylenol pm for a headache i had
6-7pm: sometime in between this i fell asleep

10:30 am today: I wake up and find i have about 8 IM windows of people trying to talk to me.

my god, thats more than 16 hours i was sleeping.
holy sh1t

Mom's day

i called my mom in the morning and said i'd send her something in the mail this week

will i?

she said "you don't have to", as if she knew my money trouble and lack good time sense

my mom used to tell me stories about how when i was young i used to see cars on the street and had a "sixth sense", i told her what cars were dangerous and, sure enough, they would swerve into her lane and cause a great number of middle fingers to fly

which brings me to my next thing, i've never gotten into an accident, maybe that "sixth sense" is still around.

haha, and that reminds me, i don't believe in knocking on wood.
why, if i did, i'm sure i'd be punching my penis all day long

new news:

i got ANOTHER boot on my car: $1000 this time to get it off
lets recall last time it was $1500

i sold my hamster and cage to jabbar for 80 bucks

hows life?

question i ask many people, now i ask myself
as i stand at the edge of another permanent break up
i look back at old email, pitifuly

i look back at even older email,
and realize these two girls have done the exact same thing to me

god, i loved them both at one time
love. theres a word that doesn't lose its strength for me
but some people believe it does

i have to hate grace not to love her, thats not hard to do
it balances out, to a safe medium that friends can be
i think i can just walk away from laura, battered a bit
Aey was the most horrible break up i ever had, i threw her clothes out of the closet and i kicked her out of my apartment, she'll never forgive me for that but i'll never forgive her for cheating on me
Audrey was so far back i can't even remember what happened now, only theres a slight burning sensation and feels like a hole

thats how they all feel. like someone took a red hot smithing poker and jabbed it thru my heart

hurts for a second, but then it becomes fashionable to wear jewelry thru your pierced heart

i'm not unlike the hamster i now keep in a cage

i think i now owe laura a haiku - -

We could have worked out,
But now you're such a big fuss.
Get hit by a bus.

that was so hillari-ous

lol she found someone else didn't she?

yep

well thats that

sunday was awesome

me and jong went surfing, for the first time i could get my head out of the clouds

my shortboard broke, but it was still fun
jong got murdered out there

he wants to be called Kenji because he

today was such the opposite
i cleaned the hamster cage and ate pizza
i learned my ex girlfriend is blocking me
not awesome at all

i'd drink now if i wasn't afraid of becoming an alchoholic
i'd offer you a toast if you weren't afraid to talk to me

i wonder why people block people on aim...

its not like they can just sign on with another name and find out...

yeah that hurts to know you've been blocked,
but its unfair not to know why or how
maybe its something i did, or didn't do

maybe its because she needs to make me the bad guy to get over it
i did nothing bad

but now i'm going to

my time is my time and i don't have to spend it talking to someone i don't like talking to

if something important then say it....
don't call, say theres something important, then not tell
i'll ask you if you're pregnant, then work the questioning from there

you wanna block me and be childish, fine, villianize me if it makes you feel better

grow up someday and maybe we can talk
i hope your 2 friends make you feel better
i know you screened my call
this is me being a bad guy
don't hate me, because
you always said you never could end things right with a guy, they have to do something bad for you to move on
so move on, i'm trying to be bad for your own good
you always lie, and i always catch you

don't become a slut again.

life seems so much simpler when you're drunk

you can say some pretty profound/funny things

i didn't go to the play today, instead got drunk

and i realized some things

a few things, like small things you notice about people, why you get angry, what makes you angry about those people

small, cute things girls do you remember
and you remember those girls that broke your heart
and why you will never chose them again

getting drunk opens you up