yeah, sorry my blog of late has been construed of lyrics and quotes. maybe i'm just feeling bad. about myself again. feeling bad, oh yeah.

just some questions to ask...

1. how am i similar to a guy who has a full beard, is 100% christian, and is celibate?
2. why if something is so bad does it feel so good?
3. why did i have to talk to her brother and dad....
4. i'm not scared of brothers, i just dont get along, i get along better with fathers.
5. what does she want to do when she gets back?
6. how does she pass the time when horny, or agitated, or bored?
7. what movie could she watch over and over and over again?
8. what was the last video she bought? music cd?
9. last movie in a theatre?
10. if she won a prize for one day with her favorite actor/actress, who would she pick and where would they go?
11. (once again spoiling the ten list) how does she spend her weekends?

these are questions we never ask in person, but give a lot of insight. ask yourself or a significant other these questions if you haven't already. this is my own little version of an online quiz.
i need to ask more insightful questions, instead of just general questions and try to understand and figure out from there.
is there such thing as outsight?

someone once said to me "i don't know why, but i really only like young white girls"
i said "why? because you're a shallow perv?", and this was to a very good friend of mine, and i did not say it sarcistically or jokingly.
and their answer back was nothing.
sometimes when you talk to me, you gotta know when to shut up, because i don't.

if you're into test-taking (god help you) go to thespark.com
i think i can deal with those tests best. haha, i haven't taken any of them, but i think i like the color scheme better than the other sites, which makes me want to do them.

as for sleep, i dont get much lately, the sleep farie tends to just come along and bonk me on the head when she feels. i must ask for lessssss 8 am shifts. i still cant believe this 5 hour 5-10 pm friday class... this class is gonna cost me the whole weekend, teacher doesnt let people out early. but i dont know, even dragging myself out of bed with only 2-3 hours sleep a day i feel like a million bucks if i spent the night talking to her.

her. she called at 1:28 am this morning, i was hardcore asleep. like hardcore porn but everyone has narcolepsy, that would be funny. i read her away message before i went, said she was ill, so assumed she was out for the night, so i knocked out. i still woke up late for work.... 3rd time in a row... i don't think i'm lazy, maybe its a disorder. insomnia mixed with a splice of hyponarcoly. dont you love making up words. maybe i should do an online symtom diagnosis. maybe one good nights sleep doesnt make up for countless nights missed.

tomas left his hotmail on, emails all ripe and for the picking. and for a while i thought it was mine. but i overcame curiousity and closed it. good luke.

even doctors get sick sometimes, i think thats nifty.

so many unresolved issues, what i wouldn't give for some finality in my life, even if it meant the end of me. i'd go out with a bang, hopefully not literally.
examples: f, k, l, g, a, a.

"hard workingness does not make up for being inconsiderate"

"u know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the 3 most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'. Need I say more?" - CHRIS ROCK