Friday, September 05, 2003

hung out the the guys today. not the apartment guys, my gamer friends.

found out i wasnt so hot at soul caliber as i thought i was. a lesson in humility, and anger management too.

i didn't get a chance to talk to laura tonight, and i know she leaves tommorow for Austin, i hope she has fun, i know she probably likes to be with her friends as much as i like to be with mine. 15 more days till she comes back.... no not like i'm counting or anything... haha.

i'm actually working on my ebonics too for this girl. so although i lost my cantonese phrasebook maybe i can learn how to appreciate rap or something by the time she comes back.

i believe theres time away for a reason. for improving one's self or doing things one could not do if the mate was around. watch the luke in his natural habitat.

not really any word from her at all today. was it something i said? did? i didn't get my daily fix, and i'm left feeling unsatisfied. i guess what i learned is that only temporary comfort can be called from your friends, but you can always count upon your girlfriend to comfort when called.

i sent a letter... ok ok.... not a letter, an email, to my cousin(s) in thailand, and a semi old picture of me, but one that looks good. not truly representing myself i guess. but i feel i havent talked to them in ages.

on the cousin checklist, i still have to see pat and dean, i miss dose guys, funny happy go lucky characters turned into thugs by the redondo beach evironment.

i got chicken and pork jook (rice porridge) which i got addicted to from sanamluang in van nuys. breakfasts are solved.
i got capri suns, which is no use because they just leave you stil thirsty after you drink one anyway.
i got cream soda, 99 cent microwave pizzas, and new "experimental" hot pocket pot pies.

thanks for listening to my grocery list and my gripes and my going on about laura.
got to wake up for wok in 4 hours, i'd better get going.

ever spell random words wrong to see what a persons reaction would be? its kinda like pretending you heard someone say something wrong, but they really said it right.