ok i promise to tell you guys about my trip to thailand and my plans for my 3000$ financial aid and my view on prop 54 when i get some decent sleep schedule going.
tommorrow i think i'm taking the bus for a girl.
Sunday, September 28, 2003
Monday, September 22, 2003
so so many to blog about, so few ideas.
as you notice, i haven't updated for 3 days, thats generally unheard of here....
i see this is my way to get stuff off my chest instead of telling other people.
if only george costanza did that in the "secret code" episode of seinfeld....
so, laura is back, what we've all been waiting for, and we spent a good eal of time together yesterday, now i have withdrawl and feel like she's back in texas.
but at least its a texas i can drive to.
i'm trying to get more into console games so i can get more into a life of my own.
first you oop, then you ah
on my playlist RIGHT now-
flickerstick - beautiful
dj babyboi - lucky star
matt darey - saltwater
saves the day - hold
i took her up to a special place. i miss the feeling of human warmth.
i'm doing bad in physics, i dropped advanced network routing at pierce. shitting loads off my mind and into the toilet of despair.
i have library books to return and dirty clothes to do.
i have the busy game to play and a play to go to.
i have a computer to fix and a friendship that wont ever.
i have no sleep and pillows that spew feathers at me.
as you notice, i haven't updated for 3 days, thats generally unheard of here....
i see this is my way to get stuff off my chest instead of telling other people.
if only george costanza did that in the "secret code" episode of seinfeld....
so, laura is back, what we've all been waiting for, and we spent a good eal of time together yesterday, now i have withdrawl and feel like she's back in texas.
but at least its a texas i can drive to.
i'm trying to get more into console games so i can get more into a life of my own.
first you oop, then you ah
on my playlist RIGHT now-
flickerstick - beautiful
dj babyboi - lucky star
matt darey - saltwater
saves the day - hold
i took her up to a special place. i miss the feeling of human warmth.
i'm doing bad in physics, i dropped advanced network routing at pierce. shitting loads off my mind and into the toilet of despair.
i have library books to return and dirty clothes to do.
i have the busy game to play and a play to go to.
i have a computer to fix and a friendship that wont ever.
i have no sleep and pillows that spew feathers at me.
Friday, September 19, 2003
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Thursday, September 18, 2003
ever notice the same people at the same parts of your day? that lady walking her dong on my way to work? lol what a funny type, i think i'll keep it.
i re-watched kenshin tonight after being in a coma for 4 hours in the afternoon, had such a headache, after I woke up. jen called and offered to take me to boba, really appreciated the offer. i stayed home to cook a really bad batch of fried rice that went straight to the trash.
man, if i don't get married, i'll starve to death....
I've discovered the joys of DJ Kurvy, DJ Babyboi, and DJ Pheer.
I can imagine myself driving a car and grooving to the beat. Sometimes I just want to make a cd and go cruising around. I can imagine a girl in the passenger seat, I smile at her, and she smiles back, we're both in tune to the cheesy goodness of ricebowl trance.
Yeah what was I talking about? Oh yeah, deja vu in meeting people.... now theres a guy who walks two beagles at the same time everyday.
Seriously I have a problem, I can't wake up.
3 more days till the lauramiester is back in town.
wierd, we're messud up. conversations kill.
i have close to 20 episodes of seinfeld now. last night i invited my whole buddy list to a chat room. interesting.
audrey called. interesting. sabbatical. friends of suicide. enemies online.
i re-watched kenshin tonight after being in a coma for 4 hours in the afternoon, had such a headache, after I woke up. jen called and offered to take me to boba, really appreciated the offer. i stayed home to cook a really bad batch of fried rice that went straight to the trash.
man, if i don't get married, i'll starve to death....
I've discovered the joys of DJ Kurvy, DJ Babyboi, and DJ Pheer.
I can imagine myself driving a car and grooving to the beat. Sometimes I just want to make a cd and go cruising around. I can imagine a girl in the passenger seat, I smile at her, and she smiles back, we're both in tune to the cheesy goodness of ricebowl trance.
Yeah what was I talking about? Oh yeah, deja vu in meeting people.... now theres a guy who walks two beagles at the same time everyday.
Seriously I have a problem, I can't wake up.
3 more days till the lauramiester is back in town.
wierd, we're messud up. conversations kill.
i have close to 20 episodes of seinfeld now. last night i invited my whole buddy list to a chat room. interesting.
audrey called. interesting. sabbatical. friends of suicide. enemies online.
haha posting conversations is so much better than actually thinking of stuff to write
wheresmyricebowl (10:24:06 PM): man i messed up
Asmodeous67 (10:24:11 PM): drunk again ?
wheresmyricebowl (10:24:29 PM): no
wheresmyricebowl (10:24:47 PM): i lost the salt packet to a box of frozen pretzels
Asmodeous67 (10:24:49 PM): what did you mess up ?
wheresmyricebowl (10:24:52 PM): I''M SCREWED
Asmodeous67 (10:24:55 PM): FUCK !
Asmodeous67 (10:24:59 PM): yer assed out dood
wheresmyricebowl (10:25:03 PM): fucken hell
Asmodeous67 (10:25:25 PM): haha
wheresmyricebowl (10:25:52 PM): thats one package i shouldnt have lost
wheresmyricebowl (10:24:06 PM): man i messed up
Asmodeous67 (10:24:11 PM): drunk again ?
wheresmyricebowl (10:24:29 PM): no
wheresmyricebowl (10:24:47 PM): i lost the salt packet to a box of frozen pretzels
Asmodeous67 (10:24:49 PM): what did you mess up ?
wheresmyricebowl (10:24:52 PM): I''M SCREWED
Asmodeous67 (10:24:55 PM): FUCK !
Asmodeous67 (10:24:59 PM): yer assed out dood
wheresmyricebowl (10:25:03 PM): fucken hell
Asmodeous67 (10:25:25 PM): haha
wheresmyricebowl (10:25:52 PM): thats one package i shouldnt have lost
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
(sorry guys, i had to take this test and find out once and for all......)
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Your IQ score is 129
This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Emode's Ultimate IQ test. Your IQ score is scientifically accurate; to read more about the science behind our IQ test, click here.
During the test, you answered four different types of questions — mathematical, visual-spatial, linguistic and logical. We were able to analyze how you did on each set of those questions, which reveals the way your brain processes information.
We also compared your answers with others who have taken the test, and according to the sorts of questions you got correct, we can tell your Intellectual Type is a Precision Processor.
This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
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(A normal intelligence quotient (IQ) ranges from 85 to 115 (According to the Stanford-Binet scale). Only approximately 1% of the people in the world have an IQ of 135 or over.)
The Original IQ Test
Invite your friends!
Email Addresses:
Congratulations, Luke!
Your IQ score is 129
This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Emode's Ultimate IQ test. Your IQ score is scientifically accurate; to read more about the science behind our IQ test, click here.
During the test, you answered four different types of questions — mathematical, visual-spatial, linguistic and logical. We were able to analyze how you did on each set of those questions, which reveals the way your brain processes information.
We also compared your answers with others who have taken the test, and according to the sorts of questions you got correct, we can tell your Intellectual Type is a Precision Processor.
This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
Find out more about your unique intellectual strengths in your personalized 15-page IQ report. It's ready right now!
(A normal intelligence quotient (IQ) ranges from 85 to 115 (According to the Stanford-Binet scale). Only approximately 1% of the people in the world have an IQ of 135 or over.)
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and let you in.
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
i just miss her tonight. cant talk, cant write, cant type. why even start at all? does she mean it? shes got so much company it must lighten the blow. i just wish she meant it. how would i know? the phone doesnt ring for me, much. this decaf chai tea tells me to go to sleep and forget for another day.
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and let you in.
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
i just miss her tonight. cant talk, cant write, cant type. why even start at all? does she mean it? shes got so much company it must lighten the blow. i just wish she meant it. how would i know? the phone doesnt ring for me, much. this decaf chai tea tells me to go to sleep and forget for another day.
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
Monday, September 15, 2003
today....
got to work, didnt get to class
got to get the car, didn't have the gas.
i went to the library after class and go two of the oldest basic cantonese books ever produced. studied. bombed a physics quiz, but beat the crap out of jeff in street fighter in the 5 minutes before class.
i ordered a pizza last night, with more than half of the pizza still in the box, i said david could have "some" if he wanted. he ate all the rest of it.
at least i saved the garlic bread....
and the salad
and the buffalo wings
and the 2 liter soda
20 bucks for a meal, damn, i was lazy to cook.
i spend money like water
hey if buffalos have wings why dont they fly?
got to work, didnt get to class
got to get the car, didn't have the gas.
i went to the library after class and go two of the oldest basic cantonese books ever produced. studied. bombed a physics quiz, but beat the crap out of jeff in street fighter in the 5 minutes before class.
i ordered a pizza last night, with more than half of the pizza still in the box, i said david could have "some" if he wanted. he ate all the rest of it.
at least i saved the garlic bread....
and the salad
and the buffalo wings
and the 2 liter soda
20 bucks for a meal, damn, i was lazy to cook.
i spend money like water
hey if buffalos have wings why dont they fly?
Sunday, September 14, 2003
damn, i'm surprised blogger even works. nothing on my internet explorer works. i tried to take a mandatory test for one of my classes online and it couldn't handle the java (note: java is not a type of coffee).
last night, so funny. the true meaning of oooop ahhhhh. Kris, drunk for the first sighting in my life. I give him credit....he alllllllmosttttt had as much as me on my birthday, without the alfredo chunks, more like twin tower chunks and ice cream cookie chunk. We should give him a new nickname, the hunchback.
Yeah, so yester day i spent 55 bucks that i wasn't suppossed to, but so what. We had a good time.
I skipped on tomases get together-parents-are-out-of-the-house thingie. Had to, birthdays are more important.
now i hear stories of 16 year olds, think it was a good descision.
to quote myself "Never drink anything thats fucking NEON!" "It will fuck you up!"
and theres a new quote for yesterday "Can we still vote for Schwazennager? Is there still time? Whats the website? You can vote online right??"
lol..... shut up foos, you SHOULD be able to vote online, lol.
yeah so lets put lukes favorite drinks here: (no particular order) ( i take that back, the order i thought of them in)
1. Mudslide
2. Corona and lime
3. Mikes hard lemonade
4. egg nog
5. that drink i had in vegas that i never knew the name
interesting drink notes:
1. i once had a whole bottle of peppermint shnapps in my car for over 2 months, it slighty crystallized and i threw it away after much coaxing from a friend not to drink it
2. i will never have an AMF again (adios mother fucker) after it gave me the worst 2 day hangover of my life.
3. on my 21st birthday the first drink i bought was a fosters at the gas station on the corner of topanga and victory when i actually stopped for only gas, i realized it was after 5:30 pm so i was absolutely legal.
4. i can never look at fettucine alfredo the same way (see number 2), it took me 7 hurls to get it all out.
5. i'm a funny, laid back, talkative, wierd drunk, not violent in any way.
more to come someday.
lord of the rings 3 comes out this december.
the hobbit comes out in 3 years. we'll all be dead by then.
last night, so funny. the true meaning of oooop ahhhhh. Kris, drunk for the first sighting in my life. I give him credit....he alllllllmosttttt had as much as me on my birthday, without the alfredo chunks, more like twin tower chunks and ice cream cookie chunk. We should give him a new nickname, the hunchback.
Yeah, so yester day i spent 55 bucks that i wasn't suppossed to, but so what. We had a good time.
I skipped on tomases get together-parents-are-out-of-the-house thingie. Had to, birthdays are more important.
now i hear stories of 16 year olds, think it was a good descision.
to quote myself "Never drink anything thats fucking NEON!" "It will fuck you up!"
and theres a new quote for yesterday "Can we still vote for Schwazennager? Is there still time? Whats the website? You can vote online right??"
lol..... shut up foos, you SHOULD be able to vote online, lol.
yeah so lets put lukes favorite drinks here: (no particular order) ( i take that back, the order i thought of them in)
1. Mudslide
2. Corona and lime
3. Mikes hard lemonade
4. egg nog
5. that drink i had in vegas that i never knew the name
interesting drink notes:
1. i once had a whole bottle of peppermint shnapps in my car for over 2 months, it slighty crystallized and i threw it away after much coaxing from a friend not to drink it
2. i will never have an AMF again (adios mother fucker) after it gave me the worst 2 day hangover of my life.
3. on my 21st birthday the first drink i bought was a fosters at the gas station on the corner of topanga and victory when i actually stopped for only gas, i realized it was after 5:30 pm so i was absolutely legal.
4. i can never look at fettucine alfredo the same way (see number 2), it took me 7 hurls to get it all out.
5. i'm a funny, laid back, talkative, wierd drunk, not violent in any way.
more to come someday.
lord of the rings 3 comes out this december.
the hobbit comes out in 3 years. we'll all be dead by then.
Friday, September 12, 2003
yeah, sorry my blog of late has been construed of lyrics and quotes. maybe i'm just feeling bad. about myself again. feeling bad, oh yeah.
just some questions to ask...
1. how am i similar to a guy who has a full beard, is 100% christian, and is celibate?
2. why if something is so bad does it feel so good?
3. why did i have to talk to her brother and dad....
4. i'm not scared of brothers, i just dont get along, i get along better with fathers.
5. what does she want to do when she gets back?
6. how does she pass the time when horny, or agitated, or bored?
7. what movie could she watch over and over and over again?
8. what was the last video she bought? music cd?
9. last movie in a theatre?
10. if she won a prize for one day with her favorite actor/actress, who would she pick and where would they go?
11. (once again spoiling the ten list) how does she spend her weekends?
these are questions we never ask in person, but give a lot of insight. ask yourself or a significant other these questions if you haven't already. this is my own little version of an online quiz.
i need to ask more insightful questions, instead of just general questions and try to understand and figure out from there.
is there such thing as outsight?
someone once said to me "i don't know why, but i really only like young white girls"
i said "why? because you're a shallow perv?", and this was to a very good friend of mine, and i did not say it sarcistically or jokingly.
and their answer back was nothing.
sometimes when you talk to me, you gotta know when to shut up, because i don't.
if you're into test-taking (god help you) go to thespark.com
i think i can deal with those tests best. haha, i haven't taken any of them, but i think i like the color scheme better than the other sites, which makes me want to do them.
as for sleep, i dont get much lately, the sleep farie tends to just come along and bonk me on the head when she feels. i must ask for lessssss 8 am shifts. i still cant believe this 5 hour 5-10 pm friday class... this class is gonna cost me the whole weekend, teacher doesnt let people out early. but i dont know, even dragging myself out of bed with only 2-3 hours sleep a day i feel like a million bucks if i spent the night talking to her.
her. she called at 1:28 am this morning, i was hardcore asleep. like hardcore porn but everyone has narcolepsy, that would be funny. i read her away message before i went, said she was ill, so assumed she was out for the night, so i knocked out. i still woke up late for work.... 3rd time in a row... i don't think i'm lazy, maybe its a disorder. insomnia mixed with a splice of hyponarcoly. dont you love making up words. maybe i should do an online symtom diagnosis. maybe one good nights sleep doesnt make up for countless nights missed.
tomas left his hotmail on, emails all ripe and for the picking. and for a while i thought it was mine. but i overcame curiousity and closed it. good luke.
even doctors get sick sometimes, i think thats nifty.
so many unresolved issues, what i wouldn't give for some finality in my life, even if it meant the end of me. i'd go out with a bang, hopefully not literally.
examples: f, k, l, g, a, a.
"hard workingness does not make up for being inconsiderate"
"u know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the 3 most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'. Need I say more?" - CHRIS ROCK
just some questions to ask...
1. how am i similar to a guy who has a full beard, is 100% christian, and is celibate?
2. why if something is so bad does it feel so good?
3. why did i have to talk to her brother and dad....
4. i'm not scared of brothers, i just dont get along, i get along better with fathers.
5. what does she want to do when she gets back?
6. how does she pass the time when horny, or agitated, or bored?
7. what movie could she watch over and over and over again?
8. what was the last video she bought? music cd?
9. last movie in a theatre?
10. if she won a prize for one day with her favorite actor/actress, who would she pick and where would they go?
11. (once again spoiling the ten list) how does she spend her weekends?
these are questions we never ask in person, but give a lot of insight. ask yourself or a significant other these questions if you haven't already. this is my own little version of an online quiz.
i need to ask more insightful questions, instead of just general questions and try to understand and figure out from there.
is there such thing as outsight?
someone once said to me "i don't know why, but i really only like young white girls"
i said "why? because you're a shallow perv?", and this was to a very good friend of mine, and i did not say it sarcistically or jokingly.
and their answer back was nothing.
sometimes when you talk to me, you gotta know when to shut up, because i don't.
if you're into test-taking (god help you) go to thespark.com
i think i can deal with those tests best. haha, i haven't taken any of them, but i think i like the color scheme better than the other sites, which makes me want to do them.
as for sleep, i dont get much lately, the sleep farie tends to just come along and bonk me on the head when she feels. i must ask for lessssss 8 am shifts. i still cant believe this 5 hour 5-10 pm friday class... this class is gonna cost me the whole weekend, teacher doesnt let people out early. but i dont know, even dragging myself out of bed with only 2-3 hours sleep a day i feel like a million bucks if i spent the night talking to her.
her. she called at 1:28 am this morning, i was hardcore asleep. like hardcore porn but everyone has narcolepsy, that would be funny. i read her away message before i went, said she was ill, so assumed she was out for the night, so i knocked out. i still woke up late for work.... 3rd time in a row... i don't think i'm lazy, maybe its a disorder. insomnia mixed with a splice of hyponarcoly. dont you love making up words. maybe i should do an online symtom diagnosis. maybe one good nights sleep doesnt make up for countless nights missed.
tomas left his hotmail on, emails all ripe and for the picking. and for a while i thought it was mine. but i overcame curiousity and closed it. good luke.
even doctors get sick sometimes, i think thats nifty.
so many unresolved issues, what i wouldn't give for some finality in my life, even if it meant the end of me. i'd go out with a bang, hopefully not literally.
examples: f, k, l, g, a, a.
"hard workingness does not make up for being inconsiderate"
"u know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the 3 most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'. Need I say more?" - CHRIS ROCK
"and i'd give it all away, to have someone to come home to..."
amongst the fog a hero emerges. shrouded in mystery and driven by forces unknown he goes towards the light of a new begining.
i find myself now shading my eyes when a pretty girl walks by.
its like listening to a song get greater and tempo as i know someone is there for me 1000 miles away and is coming back soon. but not soon enough.
now, lets talk about masterbation.... i have to be honest i haven't done it much, but...yeah... lets leave it there.....
shakira... what guy doesnt like this girl..??? i don't know what that has to do with masterbation... probably a lot, but, cmon, seriously, shaking it like that. jeaze. meak teh shakira n00b.
"lucky you were born far away, so we can both make fun of distance."
i'm one of those guys who falls hard for a girl, but then nowadays i've learned to keep distance and not smother. if i get to close i get to concerned and jealous.
so i'll stay.
amongst the fog a hero emerges. shrouded in mystery and driven by forces unknown he goes towards the light of a new begining.
i find myself now shading my eyes when a pretty girl walks by.
its like listening to a song get greater and tempo as i know someone is there for me 1000 miles away and is coming back soon. but not soon enough.
now, lets talk about masterbation.... i have to be honest i haven't done it much, but...yeah... lets leave it there.....
shakira... what guy doesnt like this girl..??? i don't know what that has to do with masterbation... probably a lot, but, cmon, seriously, shaking it like that. jeaze. meak teh shakira n00b.
"lucky you were born far away, so we can both make fun of distance."
i'm one of those guys who falls hard for a girl, but then nowadays i've learned to keep distance and not smother. if i get to close i get to concerned and jealous.
so i'll stay.
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
you know you're ghetto when: you wait at the bus stop and you bounce to people blaring the radio in their car.
i saw a lady doing that today, and the word "ghetto" instantly popped into my head.
thus todays title, and title for a couple days i think, as my creative libido dies or goes to elsewhere.
for those of you new to my mind, i change the title of this blog almost every time i blog in it. blog, its a verb and a noun, how novel.
it was a hilarious sight to see. but i could also be ghetto because i have a car i dont drive and i ride my broken bike to school.
hopefully i can get an adjustable crescent wrench from someone (jeff) and fix it (jeff). oops disregard last set of parenthesis. :)
i recieved a letter from my asian pear to one "Lukey Luke Luke". Did she douse it with her perfume.....?????????
a phone, a guitar, a physics book, a classroom and a dirty sink wait for me. cya.
i saw a lady doing that today, and the word "ghetto" instantly popped into my head.
thus todays title, and title for a couple days i think, as my creative libido dies or goes to elsewhere.
for those of you new to my mind, i change the title of this blog almost every time i blog in it. blog, its a verb and a noun, how novel.
it was a hilarious sight to see. but i could also be ghetto because i have a car i dont drive and i ride my broken bike to school.
hopefully i can get an adjustable crescent wrench from someone (jeff) and fix it (jeff). oops disregard last set of parenthesis. :)
i recieved a letter from my asian pear to one "Lukey Luke Luke". Did she douse it with her perfume.....?????????
a phone, a guitar, a physics book, a classroom and a dirty sink wait for me. cya.
oh yeah, proof the french are stupid
and if you haven't ever read my away messages that give my website, for free music, games, and sex, go there,
sex not included, i reserve the right to offer free sex on my web site and actually provide none.
and if you haven't ever read my away messages that give my website, for free music, games, and sex, go there,
sex not included, i reserve the right to offer free sex on my web site and actually provide none.
did i tell you about my merry mishaps at school?
like how the first day of school my bag opened i the middle of getting home and going to class, and stuff hung out for a while without me knowing. its like walking around with your fly open. twice. thrice. good band.
well, i notice different thigns, many things, and i eventually noticed the bag was open before everything came out, so i re-zipped my fly, picked up my pride, and peddled on.
wheresmyricebowl (7:49:26 PM): uououo
wheresmyricebowl (7:49:31 PM): i can download little mermaid print studio on kazaa
yeah..... explain that to the lawyers that sue your ass.
just because i feel like it, i'm going to post some links
what gandalf is doing
scared?
pink money
what i wish my blog and writing could be
like how the first day of school my bag opened i the middle of getting home and going to class, and stuff hung out for a while without me knowing. its like walking around with your fly open. twice. thrice. good band.
well, i notice different thigns, many things, and i eventually noticed the bag was open before everything came out, so i re-zipped my fly, picked up my pride, and peddled on.
wheresmyricebowl (7:49:26 PM): uououo
wheresmyricebowl (7:49:31 PM): i can download little mermaid print studio on kazaa
yeah..... explain that to the lawyers that sue your ass.
just because i feel like it, i'm going to post some links
what gandalf is doing
scared?
pink money
what i wish my blog and writing could be
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
Monday, September 08, 2003
- an excerpt from an email which is the first time i've talked to my cousin in thailand in a few years....
Hi BOY,
I think you forgot us in Thailand. We are very cool. Do you remember P'EW, she is daugther of TOY's Aunt who was died by cancer since last year. Now she has stuied in Austrain for two weeks. We think of you and your dad a lot. At the same time, we are very serious about illness of Uncle Dumrong.
We hope he will have a good health and have a long life. It's very trouble if have not your dad to take care him at there.
For you, I don't worrid. I think you have ability to take care yourself excellent because of uncle Lek never worried about your action.
BYE BYE.
OH
Sumitronics (Thailand) Co., Ltd.
Hi BOY,
I think you forgot us in Thailand. We are very cool. Do you remember P'EW, she is daugther of TOY's Aunt who was died by cancer since last year. Now she has stuied in Austrain for two weeks. We think of you and your dad a lot. At the same time, we are very serious about illness of Uncle Dumrong.
We hope he will have a good health and have a long life. It's very trouble if have not your dad to take care him at there.
For you, I don't worrid. I think you have ability to take care yourself excellent because of uncle Lek never worried about your action.
BYE BYE.
OH
Sumitronics (Thailand) Co., Ltd.
ahhh, sunday. a sam ash there, a phone call here, and cooking to end an otherwise fruitless day.
let me explain about cooking and why it is that a girl who can cook can turn one on.
i dunno, it just does. i guess its about caring. it takes a lot more time to cook a meal than buy take-out. and its got that oh-so homely warmness.
i found my cantonese phrasebook! now my vocabulary can extend beyond gung hei!
you'll know where i can be found, when i come around...
go do what you like, but make sure you do it wise.
you can't go forcing something if its just not right.
let me explain about cooking and why it is that a girl who can cook can turn one on.
i dunno, it just does. i guess its about caring. it takes a lot more time to cook a meal than buy take-out. and its got that oh-so homely warmness.
i found my cantonese phrasebook! now my vocabulary can extend beyond gung hei!
you'll know where i can be found, when i come around...
go do what you like, but make sure you do it wise.
you can't go forcing something if its just not right.
Sunday, September 07, 2003
ooo ooo, i look just like buddy holly.
at least thats whats some say when i wear my glasses, such as now.
watched the order last night with the guys.
during the first 30 minutes, i got 4 calls. first 3 from jong and the last from laura.
somehow i knew she'd call when i was in the theatre. 10:30 pm, i would have called her if i was anywhere else.
nah, i had it on silent, so it didnt bother nobody.
its funny, but because of the first 3 flashes, i was ready to just turn it off if it was jong again on the fourth, but, there was that thought, in the back of my mind, that it could be her. and lo' and behold, it was.
so seeing "LCELL"'s name come up, i run out of the theatre like i have a hernia, and calmly and cooly hit the button and answer with hello in my smoothest voice. and she couldn't hear me, so i had to say it a few times, embarrassment as some of the ushers looked at me funny. in fact, i was so excited at the call i started saying hello really loud before i got out the theatre door, i hope it just blent in with the movie.
so yeah um hum, she didnt sound too happy, and i knew she had called before, so i really had to answer it, then she let me go watch the movie., hahah. as i was saying i missed her she hung up.
she called this morning before i woke up, my phone was still on silent from the movie.....didn't get to answer it.
its by these calls i know she really cares, and even tho sometimes i'm not there, i do intend to make it up to her when she gets back. and now i can impress her with my knowlege of sex and the city and the 3 cantonese phrases i learned before i lost the book.
i guess i worry as much about her when she's gone as she does me, and thats comforting to know. similar while away.
remember the part in lord of the rings 2 where that elf girl has to make the descision to stay and live 1000 years after her lovers death, or to go off and go to "elf heaven". she had a talk with her dad and chose elf heaven.
there are truths in this world. good. evil. but love is all up to the beholder. maybe love is that neutral between good and evil. maybe it is above good. maybe it is below evil.
moulin rouge - the greatest thing is to love and be loved in return.
in "the order", the man has to chose whether to live life without the love of a woman, or a painfully immmoral life to him with her. he chose her, then it so happens he is granted immortal life, and has to live with the pain of loss.
whos to say he couldnt love again? and again? and again?
is there a limit to how much love you have?
meanwhile, theres jalaura, and all my friends except for kevin don't have anybody. i feel lucky.
of course, after a point, i was always looking for someone. now that i have her, she's not here....
irony is the cloak we have to wear sometimes when its supposed to be raining happiness.
right now... i am listening to "Superstar" by roller girl. stupidest song i think i have ever heard, but i heard it first with her, and when i listen to it i can remember that day, and i can remember her, and so on and so on.
i believe most people are dictated by past experiences, and i'm not an exception.
at least thats whats some say when i wear my glasses, such as now.
watched the order last night with the guys.
during the first 30 minutes, i got 4 calls. first 3 from jong and the last from laura.
somehow i knew she'd call when i was in the theatre. 10:30 pm, i would have called her if i was anywhere else.
nah, i had it on silent, so it didnt bother nobody.
its funny, but because of the first 3 flashes, i was ready to just turn it off if it was jong again on the fourth, but, there was that thought, in the back of my mind, that it could be her. and lo' and behold, it was.
so seeing "LCELL"'s name come up, i run out of the theatre like i have a hernia, and calmly and cooly hit the button and answer with hello in my smoothest voice. and she couldn't hear me, so i had to say it a few times, embarrassment as some of the ushers looked at me funny. in fact, i was so excited at the call i started saying hello really loud before i got out the theatre door, i hope it just blent in with the movie.
so yeah um hum, she didnt sound too happy, and i knew she had called before, so i really had to answer it, then she let me go watch the movie., hahah. as i was saying i missed her she hung up.
she called this morning before i woke up, my phone was still on silent from the movie.....didn't get to answer it.
its by these calls i know she really cares, and even tho sometimes i'm not there, i do intend to make it up to her when she gets back. and now i can impress her with my knowlege of sex and the city and the 3 cantonese phrases i learned before i lost the book.
i guess i worry as much about her when she's gone as she does me, and thats comforting to know. similar while away.
remember the part in lord of the rings 2 where that elf girl has to make the descision to stay and live 1000 years after her lovers death, or to go off and go to "elf heaven". she had a talk with her dad and chose elf heaven.
there are truths in this world. good. evil. but love is all up to the beholder. maybe love is that neutral between good and evil. maybe it is above good. maybe it is below evil.
moulin rouge - the greatest thing is to love and be loved in return.
in "the order", the man has to chose whether to live life without the love of a woman, or a painfully immmoral life to him with her. he chose her, then it so happens he is granted immortal life, and has to live with the pain of loss.
whos to say he couldnt love again? and again? and again?
is there a limit to how much love you have?
meanwhile, theres jalaura, and all my friends except for kevin don't have anybody. i feel lucky.
of course, after a point, i was always looking for someone. now that i have her, she's not here....
irony is the cloak we have to wear sometimes when its supposed to be raining happiness.
right now... i am listening to "Superstar" by roller girl. stupidest song i think i have ever heard, but i heard it first with her, and when i listen to it i can remember that day, and i can remember her, and so on and so on.
i believe most people are dictated by past experiences, and i'm not an exception.
Friday, September 05, 2003
hung out the the guys today. not the apartment guys, my gamer friends.
found out i wasnt so hot at soul caliber as i thought i was. a lesson in humility, and anger management too.
i didn't get a chance to talk to laura tonight, and i know she leaves tommorow for Austin, i hope she has fun, i know she probably likes to be with her friends as much as i like to be with mine. 15 more days till she comes back.... no not like i'm counting or anything... haha.
i'm actually working on my ebonics too for this girl. so although i lost my cantonese phrasebook maybe i can learn how to appreciate rap or something by the time she comes back.
i believe theres time away for a reason. for improving one's self or doing things one could not do if the mate was around. watch the luke in his natural habitat.
not really any word from her at all today. was it something i said? did? i didn't get my daily fix, and i'm left feeling unsatisfied. i guess what i learned is that only temporary comfort can be called from your friends, but you can always count upon your girlfriend to comfort when called.
i sent a letter... ok ok.... not a letter, an email, to my cousin(s) in thailand, and a semi old picture of me, but one that looks good. not truly representing myself i guess. but i feel i havent talked to them in ages.
on the cousin checklist, i still have to see pat and dean, i miss dose guys, funny happy go lucky characters turned into thugs by the redondo beach evironment.
i got chicken and pork jook (rice porridge) which i got addicted to from sanamluang in van nuys. breakfasts are solved.
i got capri suns, which is no use because they just leave you stil thirsty after you drink one anyway.
i got cream soda, 99 cent microwave pizzas, and new "experimental" hot pocket pot pies.
thanks for listening to my grocery list and my gripes and my going on about laura.
got to wake up for wok in 4 hours, i'd better get going.
ever spell random words wrong to see what a persons reaction would be? its kinda like pretending you heard someone say something wrong, but they really said it right.
found out i wasnt so hot at soul caliber as i thought i was. a lesson in humility, and anger management too.
i didn't get a chance to talk to laura tonight, and i know she leaves tommorow for Austin, i hope she has fun, i know she probably likes to be with her friends as much as i like to be with mine. 15 more days till she comes back.... no not like i'm counting or anything... haha.
i'm actually working on my ebonics too for this girl. so although i lost my cantonese phrasebook maybe i can learn how to appreciate rap or something by the time she comes back.
i believe theres time away for a reason. for improving one's self or doing things one could not do if the mate was around. watch the luke in his natural habitat.
not really any word from her at all today. was it something i said? did? i didn't get my daily fix, and i'm left feeling unsatisfied. i guess what i learned is that only temporary comfort can be called from your friends, but you can always count upon your girlfriend to comfort when called.
i sent a letter... ok ok.... not a letter, an email, to my cousin(s) in thailand, and a semi old picture of me, but one that looks good. not truly representing myself i guess. but i feel i havent talked to them in ages.
on the cousin checklist, i still have to see pat and dean, i miss dose guys, funny happy go lucky characters turned into thugs by the redondo beach evironment.
i got chicken and pork jook (rice porridge) which i got addicted to from sanamluang in van nuys. breakfasts are solved.
i got capri suns, which is no use because they just leave you stil thirsty after you drink one anyway.
i got cream soda, 99 cent microwave pizzas, and new "experimental" hot pocket pot pies.
thanks for listening to my grocery list and my gripes and my going on about laura.
got to wake up for wok in 4 hours, i'd better get going.
ever spell random words wrong to see what a persons reaction would be? its kinda like pretending you heard someone say something wrong, but they really said it right.
Thursday, September 04, 2003
funny thing happened to me yesterday. i went running.
running is good for you, it gives to time to think about things.
you learn about yourself while you run, you know your discipline is increasing, your weight is decreasing, and you can examine your threshold for pain.
are emails really bla'ze?
she signs her name by underlining with the letter "L" in her name. I do that sometimes. A lot of people with a first name that starts with "L" do that.
will be talk to back later.
running is good for you, it gives to time to think about things.
you learn about yourself while you run, you know your discipline is increasing, your weight is decreasing, and you can examine your threshold for pain.
are emails really bla'ze?
she signs her name by underlining with the letter "L" in her name. I do that sometimes. A lot of people with a first name that starts with "L" do that.
will be talk to back later.
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
while we're posting convo's, might as well put up a random one :D
kaaneejon (8:05:41 PM): So what's up? :-)
wheresmyricebowl (8:05:48 PM): nada much
wheresmyricebowl (8:05:56 PM): gotta runna much reel quik
kaaneejon (8:06:03 PM): Hahaha.
kaaneejon (8:06:29 PM): Hee, Hawaiian speak.
wheresmyricebowl (8:06:41 PM): lol
wheresmyricebowl (8:06:51 PM): i thought it was cherokee
kaaneejon (8:06:56 PM): Oh!
wheresmyricebowl (8:06:56 PM): me sitting luke
kaaneejon (8:07:00 PM): Hahahaahaha!
wheresmyricebowl (8:07:07 PM): me be getting fat, waste too much wompum
kaaneejon (8:07:12 PM): Hahaha.
kaaneejon (8:07:23 PM): You getting fat??
kaaneejon (8:07:32 PM): Too much chocolate cake and grape soda?
wheresmyricebowl (8:07:45 PM): yeah, exactly
wheresmyricebowl (8:07:49 PM): and i feel bad
wheresmyricebowl (8:08:01 PM): i drank a liter of gatorade but didnt do jack to deserve it
kaaneejon (8:08:20 PM): Aw.
kaaneejon (8:09:05 PM): How's class been so far?
wheresmyricebowl (8:09:15 PM): standard
wheresmyricebowl (8:09:23 PM): comes with air bags
wheresmyricebowl (8:09:26 PM): power steering
wheresmyricebowl (8:09:58 PM): wow i effictively shoved two metaphors from one opener
kaaneejon (8:10:16 PM): Hahahaha.
wheresmyricebowl (8:10:31 PM): air bags are my teachers, power steering is a snide comment that my bike is broken
kaaneejon (8:10:56 PM): Awwwwwwwwwwwwww.
kaaneejon (8:11:03 PM): What happened to your red bike?
wheresmyricebowl (8:11:21 PM): the steering wheel is punk'd
kaaneejon (8:12:04 PM): How'd that happen?
wheresmyricebowl (8:12:27 PM): ah well i gotta go put on my all day i dream about sex and go running now
kaaneejon (8:12:51 PM): That was sooooooooooooo random.
wheresmyricebowl (8:12:57 PM): i'll be baby back ribs
kaaneejon (8:13:03 PM): Haha, okay then.
kaaneejon (8:13:06 PM): Have fun.
kaaneejon (8:13:10 PM): Don't get run over by any cars.
wheresmyricebowl (8:13:38 PM): hahaha! ................ (gets run over)
kaaneejon (8:13:51 PM): You're supposed to put up your hand!
kaaneejon (8:13:55 PM): Stop the bullets like Neo.
wheresmyricebowl (8:14:51 PM): hahah, oh yeah, anyway, i'll post this conversation on my blog, it was pretty interesting, if you dont mind, and i've been on a aim convo posting binge i guess, it fits right in
kaaneejon (8:15:04 PM): Hahaha, sure go ahead.
wheresmyricebowl (8:15:09 PM): ok ok, gotta go, thanks :-)
kaaneejon (8:15:14 PM): Byeeeeeeee!
kaaneejon (8:15:15 PM): :-)
kaaneejon (8:05:41 PM): So what's up? :-)
wheresmyricebowl (8:05:48 PM): nada much
wheresmyricebowl (8:05:56 PM): gotta runna much reel quik
kaaneejon (8:06:03 PM): Hahaha.
kaaneejon (8:06:29 PM): Hee, Hawaiian speak.
wheresmyricebowl (8:06:41 PM): lol
wheresmyricebowl (8:06:51 PM): i thought it was cherokee
kaaneejon (8:06:56 PM): Oh!
wheresmyricebowl (8:06:56 PM): me sitting luke
kaaneejon (8:07:00 PM): Hahahaahaha!
wheresmyricebowl (8:07:07 PM): me be getting fat, waste too much wompum
kaaneejon (8:07:12 PM): Hahaha.
kaaneejon (8:07:23 PM): You getting fat??
kaaneejon (8:07:32 PM): Too much chocolate cake and grape soda?
wheresmyricebowl (8:07:45 PM): yeah, exactly
wheresmyricebowl (8:07:49 PM): and i feel bad
wheresmyricebowl (8:08:01 PM): i drank a liter of gatorade but didnt do jack to deserve it
kaaneejon (8:08:20 PM): Aw.
kaaneejon (8:09:05 PM): How's class been so far?
wheresmyricebowl (8:09:15 PM): standard
wheresmyricebowl (8:09:23 PM): comes with air bags
wheresmyricebowl (8:09:26 PM): power steering
wheresmyricebowl (8:09:58 PM): wow i effictively shoved two metaphors from one opener
kaaneejon (8:10:16 PM): Hahahaha.
wheresmyricebowl (8:10:31 PM): air bags are my teachers, power steering is a snide comment that my bike is broken
kaaneejon (8:10:56 PM): Awwwwwwwwwwwwww.
kaaneejon (8:11:03 PM): What happened to your red bike?
wheresmyricebowl (8:11:21 PM): the steering wheel is punk'd
kaaneejon (8:12:04 PM): How'd that happen?
wheresmyricebowl (8:12:27 PM): ah well i gotta go put on my all day i dream about sex and go running now
kaaneejon (8:12:51 PM): That was sooooooooooooo random.
wheresmyricebowl (8:12:57 PM): i'll be baby back ribs
kaaneejon (8:13:03 PM): Haha, okay then.
kaaneejon (8:13:06 PM): Have fun.
kaaneejon (8:13:10 PM): Don't get run over by any cars.
wheresmyricebowl (8:13:38 PM): hahaha! ................ (gets run over)
kaaneejon (8:13:51 PM): You're supposed to put up your hand!
kaaneejon (8:13:55 PM): Stop the bullets like Neo.
wheresmyricebowl (8:14:51 PM): hahah, oh yeah, anyway, i'll post this conversation on my blog, it was pretty interesting, if you dont mind, and i've been on a aim convo posting binge i guess, it fits right in
kaaneejon (8:15:04 PM): Hahaha, sure go ahead.
wheresmyricebowl (8:15:09 PM): ok ok, gotta go, thanks :-)
kaaneejon (8:15:14 PM): Byeeeeeeee!
kaaneejon (8:15:15 PM): :-)
some nerd humor here...
wheresmyricebowl (7:53:53 PM): sup mike
Hot Turtle Sex (7:54:06 PM): sup
wheresmyricebowl (7:54:11 PM): let me send oyu this
Hot Turtle Sex (7:54:15 PM): ok
wheresmyricebowl wants to send file C:\Documents and Settings\Luke\Desktop\Starring_Role.mp3 (7:54:42 PM).
Hot Turtle Sex (7:55:08 PM): hold on have to turn off firewall
wheresmyricebowl (7:55:22 PM): k
Hot Turtle Sex (7:55:40 PM): oh it is off weird that i cant receive it
wheresmyricebowl (7:55:53 PM): lol
wheresmyricebowl (7:55:56 PM): dumb macs!
Hot Turtle Sex (7:56:15 PM): hah i think its my isp actually but nice try
wheresmyricebowl (7:58:18 PM): hrm
wheresmyricebowl (7:58:21 PM): maybe its me
wheresmyricebowl (7:58:25 PM): i am your isp
wheresmyricebowl (7:53:53 PM): sup mike
Hot Turtle Sex (7:54:06 PM): sup
wheresmyricebowl (7:54:11 PM): let me send oyu this
Hot Turtle Sex (7:54:15 PM): ok
wheresmyricebowl wants to send file C:\Documents and Settings\Luke\Desktop\Starring_Role.mp3 (7:54:42 PM).
Hot Turtle Sex (7:55:08 PM): hold on have to turn off firewall
wheresmyricebowl (7:55:22 PM): k
Hot Turtle Sex (7:55:40 PM): oh it is off weird that i cant receive it
wheresmyricebowl (7:55:53 PM): lol
wheresmyricebowl (7:55:56 PM): dumb macs!
Hot Turtle Sex (7:56:15 PM): hah i think its my isp actually but nice try
wheresmyricebowl (7:58:18 PM): hrm
wheresmyricebowl (7:58:21 PM): maybe its me
wheresmyricebowl (7:58:25 PM): i am your isp
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
liking reading aas (but i always mispell it ass, it took me 3 times to re-type that aas)
work. i actually woke up semi-on-time today, felt good to actually shave and take a shower before work, but i still had to get a coffee and be a bum around campus.
laura. i actually like her more and more every day. and i miss her more and more everyday. i can actually talk to her on the phone, and tho i can't be as random as i'd like, its still all good cuz she gives me that fuzzy feeling, that be warm.
we share ideas, knowledge, and i share my crappy jokes.
she's just out there in texas doing her thang, and we talk about what we're gonna do and where we are gonna go when she gets back.
she won't admit she's smart, and she's very considerate. i'll just give little tidbits as time goes on. i think she knows more about me than i do about her. it takes time.
I need to start exercising/working out again. god damn, i want to do kendo again.
crap gotta go.
liking reading aas (but i always mispell it ass, it took me 3 times to re-type that aas)
work. i actually woke up semi-on-time today, felt good to actually shave and take a shower before work, but i still had to get a coffee and be a bum around campus.
laura. i actually like her more and more every day. and i miss her more and more everyday. i can actually talk to her on the phone, and tho i can't be as random as i'd like, its still all good cuz she gives me that fuzzy feeling, that be warm.
we share ideas, knowledge, and i share my crappy jokes.
she's just out there in texas doing her thang, and we talk about what we're gonna do and where we are gonna go when she gets back.
she won't admit she's smart, and she's very considerate. i'll just give little tidbits as time goes on. i think she knows more about me than i do about her. it takes time.
I need to start exercising/working out again. god damn, i want to do kendo again.
crap gotta go.
Monday, September 01, 2003
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