oh man, dropped my mom off today, had many mixed feelings.

sorry she couldnt stay here and she had to pay for a crummy hotel.
sorry i couldn't be with her all the time.
sorry she had to go so soon.
sorry she spent so much money.

but....

i have hawaii here, and its tone is nice for 399

my heart breaks and sinks when i think of the last time i saw my parents together and talking at the same time, many years ago, and they were yelling....

i should move to bremerton

i tought my dad how to use the interenet, now he can read the thai newspaper everyday for free

i didn't get to play tennis with my mom today, but i had a hearty game of solo basketball by myself today at the park.
mind the kids, mind the kids.

we did a lot, universal, disneyland, the aquarium. she still believes in me and supports my dreams, and thats good.
my dad talked about my mom about the japanese girl, now they are both into it, i havent even met her yet.

wedns my band practice and saturday rehearsal for the other band, things to look forward and up to in this chasm of life.

my back is crooked like a question mark while i type this, because i feel tired, and accomplished for the day, complete and whole, even though i woke up at 10 and didnt leave the house till 11:30, i still did a lot.

i can see my mom again around thanksgiving, we can go tdo the 3 day cancun and florida trip she bought. turkey in a tropical lagoon, awesome.

whatever i'm rambling, i need to, havent posted in a while

still hate jabbars music
still have a f'ed up ride even though i spruced it up big time

regarding my date.... i'll call her in time, my head is still swimming, we have too many guests sometimes.....

planet of the apes always comes home when i play to work....wait i mixed up the words there, aww fug it
and arachniphobia when i go to sleep, funny, there was a bee

almost finished watching the miyazaki collection, nobody gives a damn.
i have ritz bits pizza sandiwiches, strawberry chocky pocky and a case of dr. pepper, nobody cares
i have 3 new cds, 2 stuffed animals, 2 new necklaces, all mom bought, money, nobody is there

this has to be the most boring post in a while, i'll make up for it, i blood swear.