lets see lets see, what happened today...
was inches away from a horrendous accident at chatsworth and reseda, horrifying.
it was the kind of accident where you go, "hot damn! i'm glad that wasn't me!" and get the fuck out of dodge, as per david would say
this made me get stuck in traffic for about half an hour on the way home.
speaking of the other white meat, i mean, the other roomate, we are officially hooked ont his game called BattleField 1942
its cool, you get to be a soldier in WWII and blow up stuff
oh btw there was an accident outside my house yesterday, but it wasn't as bad.
if people maybe learned how to drive maybe liability insurance wouldn't be mandatory.
oh well, not like i have insurance anyway.
yes, they ought to call it "in case shit" instead of insurance
a friend of mine reformatted another friend of mine's whole computer, it took them 2 days to do it, and it still had the problem
i walked over there and fixed it in a few seconds
i almost got fired today, mouthing off about finals and such, thats ok, official resignation time is may 10, my last day of work at the "chiropractic clinic"
this summer i figured out what i want to do
get my lifeguard certificate renewed at the red cross and
get a lifeguard job fo 14-20 an hour
take creative writing, and music classes, and maybe chem
and go to the beach many, many, times
Monday, April 28, 2003
i figured out i don't spend money unless i have it in my pocket
so from now on i will keep no money in my pocket
now i ponder whether or not to leave my credit card at home as well....
call me selfish, but i don't like people using my stuff unless they ask first
call me lonely, but i don't think that this is going to work out.
call me crazy, but i can beat up people 5 times my size.
call me anything, just call me.
a lot of people i call never call me back, ever.
i would understand if its a couple days later, or even a week, but when a month goes by, and i know i've left you a message that specifically states for you to call me back, and you don't call back, its bad points on the Luke "Abacus"
so from now on i will keep no money in my pocket
now i ponder whether or not to leave my credit card at home as well....
call me selfish, but i don't like people using my stuff unless they ask first
call me lonely, but i don't think that this is going to work out.
call me crazy, but i can beat up people 5 times my size.
call me anything, just call me.
a lot of people i call never call me back, ever.
i would understand if its a couple days later, or even a week, but when a month goes by, and i know i've left you a message that specifically states for you to call me back, and you don't call back, its bad points on the Luke "Abacus"
Thursday, April 24, 2003
So, I will start the new look off with some random things i have learned:
If the glove don't fit, you must aqquit. (from the OJ simpson trial)
well yeah, thats pretty much it, i had a lot more i figured out while i was walking along, but now i forgot. ever do that? just be walking along or go up to someone and froget shit?
i froget shit all the time
i'd froget my head if it wasn't attached.
well, i've become very popular with the squirrels here at csun, and when i say squirrels i mean squirrels, its not some crazy metaphor for something, like philosophy teachers, no not at all
no i mean the squirrels here are very friendly, and, much like my friends, jump and run circles around me whenever they see food.
well, my friends also hump my leg and call me betty, but eh, thats normal to me.
oh and by skating, in the earlier blog, i mean skateBOARDING, the sport that everyone gets into to look cool
the cool thing about blading is there is no set style, nobody knows you rollerblade when they first look at you, and i think thats cool
so stay cool. because you are cool.
and cool is the most overused english word ever.
i have no idea where i stand in this new relationship of mine. i have secret hidden feelings, even too secret for this blog. gasp! i think they are just too brutal to say, even for me.
i wonder how my old friend is doing
and i wonder where my new friends went
it took weezer 9 years to get popular,
and supposedly it took 19 for dmx
so i've got some years to put in for my band, i suppose, first things first though, i have to get them out of the clubs and out from under rocks and into the studio.
besides becoming a rock star and pro skater and educated renessaince man, i don't have much else i do
i mean, i'm loyal to the foods i like, and that makes me very succeptable to people buying me truckloads of it.
i surf, but i'm not one of those bushy haired airhead surfers, so i don't get cool points for that either.
people lack personality. i lack motivation. this blog lacks a good ending for today.
If the glove don't fit, you must aqquit. (from the OJ simpson trial)
well yeah, thats pretty much it, i had a lot more i figured out while i was walking along, but now i forgot. ever do that? just be walking along or go up to someone and froget shit?
i froget shit all the time
i'd froget my head if it wasn't attached.
well, i've become very popular with the squirrels here at csun, and when i say squirrels i mean squirrels, its not some crazy metaphor for something, like philosophy teachers, no not at all
no i mean the squirrels here are very friendly, and, much like my friends, jump and run circles around me whenever they see food.
well, my friends also hump my leg and call me betty, but eh, thats normal to me.
oh and by skating, in the earlier blog, i mean skateBOARDING, the sport that everyone gets into to look cool
the cool thing about blading is there is no set style, nobody knows you rollerblade when they first look at you, and i think thats cool
so stay cool. because you are cool.
and cool is the most overused english word ever.
i have no idea where i stand in this new relationship of mine. i have secret hidden feelings, even too secret for this blog. gasp! i think they are just too brutal to say, even for me.
i wonder how my old friend is doing
and i wonder where my new friends went
it took weezer 9 years to get popular,
and supposedly it took 19 for dmx
so i've got some years to put in for my band, i suppose, first things first though, i have to get them out of the clubs and out from under rocks and into the studio.
besides becoming a rock star and pro skater and educated renessaince man, i don't have much else i do
i mean, i'm loyal to the foods i like, and that makes me very succeptable to people buying me truckloads of it.
i surf, but i'm not one of those bushy haired airhead surfers, so i don't get cool points for that either.
people lack personality. i lack motivation. this blog lacks a good ending for today.
Tuesday, April 22, 2003
so what have i promised to talk about? hmmmmmmmm?
my dad? my father?
my mom? my mother?
why bother right now?!
everyone is so immune to feeling, if i told you what has happened in my life you'd shrug it off like it was an episode of Friends or Seinfeld or The Simpsons or whatever, wouldn't you?
begin rant.
lets face it, the only one who ever really gets into your life is your significant other, and the only reason they do is because they have to, nobody cares about your life, or mine for that matter, all they care about is their own
we are still living as darwin says, natural selection. yes people, everyone do what darwin says. darwin says evolve, evolve. darwin says left leg up, left leg up. introduce yourself to a random person on the street. oops! darwin didn't say so!
haha, i'm a moron, but these things i know:
we are all just trying to make our buck so we can buy our coffee at 7-11, or if you're higher up, Starbucks
why? so we can go back to work again and keep our proverbial eyelids open while we do our job.
we work for the weekend, and those are only 2 and a half days of freedom out of a 7 day week
we go to school, so we can make more money, but we don't really end up working any less
we find jobs that we like doing. why? so when we go to work it won't seem like work.
this is the saddest age ever known, and as we die "free" and "happy" the world gets slaughtered for the next generation.
capitalism owns us all.
do we even care what we learn, no. just give me the diploma and send me on my way, i've got the other half of the best part of my life to live.
are we the only ones capable of conscious thought in this universe?
is there a God?
what would you wish for if you had 3 wishes?
what 7 things would you take with you to a deserted tropical isle?
what would you do if you were planted on the earth and only had 0-80 years to live?
so many technological advances, so many social detriments.
thats the deep thought for now
end rant.
my dad? my father?
my mom? my mother?
why bother right now?!
everyone is so immune to feeling, if i told you what has happened in my life you'd shrug it off like it was an episode of Friends or Seinfeld or The Simpsons or whatever, wouldn't you?
begin rant.
lets face it, the only one who ever really gets into your life is your significant other, and the only reason they do is because they have to, nobody cares about your life, or mine for that matter, all they care about is their own
we are still living as darwin says, natural selection. yes people, everyone do what darwin says. darwin says evolve, evolve. darwin says left leg up, left leg up. introduce yourself to a random person on the street. oops! darwin didn't say so!
haha, i'm a moron, but these things i know:
we are all just trying to make our buck so we can buy our coffee at 7-11, or if you're higher up, Starbucks
why? so we can go back to work again and keep our proverbial eyelids open while we do our job.
we work for the weekend, and those are only 2 and a half days of freedom out of a 7 day week
we go to school, so we can make more money, but we don't really end up working any less
we find jobs that we like doing. why? so when we go to work it won't seem like work.
this is the saddest age ever known, and as we die "free" and "happy" the world gets slaughtered for the next generation.
capitalism owns us all.
do we even care what we learn, no. just give me the diploma and send me on my way, i've got the other half of the best part of my life to live.
are we the only ones capable of conscious thought in this universe?
is there a God?
what would you wish for if you had 3 wishes?
what 7 things would you take with you to a deserted tropical isle?
what would you do if you were planted on the earth and only had 0-80 years to live?
so many technological advances, so many social detriments.
thats the deep thought for now
end rant.
Sunday, April 20, 2003
I ponder subscribing to the daily bread magazine
for those of you who don't know what its about,
stay ignant, oh yes, ignant
nah i'm just kidding
noboday arounday hereay rollerblades
everyone follows the next guy who skates
thats why i choose rollerblading
albiet its kind of gay and resembles ice skating
i wear baggy pants and try to act cool, so hopefully it balances out and i just end up normal
who knows, i might bring back the lost art of grinding on roller blades, a roller-blading surfer, with the occasional snowboard session, i'm such a dork
i usually go at night, and the cops chase me around, blah blah blah you knowhow the story ends, i get a girl pregnant and shes a brick and drowning me slowly yadda yadda yadda
but what i came here to say is how my easter is going today
started off with me inadvertantly going to work, forgetting it was easter, well at least i had that happy-joy-joy good but stupidly dumbfounded feeling of realizing you went to work on a holiday, i was early too
awesome mac and cheese homade from jabbars mom, or, my boss if oyu want to put it that way, i work under her for another 2 weeks before i lose my co-worker and quit
you just cant find good 3 cheese mac and cheese so good
and that ties in to me going to the zoo, by myself, like a big loser, and getting oogled at by 12-15 year old girls who like any guy with spikey hair and shoes
well at least i got oogled
there wasnt much in the way of girls that i could oogle at there, besides gorrilas and chimps, oh, the animals too
i like animals, but i don't like them THAT much
god people, unlike my ex, try to stay with me here
haha ok i'm being too cynical, it was cool
for those of you who care to know, going to the zoo costs about as much as a movie, so do something different and stop going to movies all the time and making out
i learned that camels are way huger than on TV, and elephants are way smaller
5 miles of walking and 5000 baby strollers later, i get home
helped jabbar do his essay, poor dislexic bastard, he knows his biology though, props
i think we're back to good terms
no more assholes floating around
well maybe one or two, but they don't live here, hahaha
listened to the free cd i got at the rock show a while back
by Mind Driver
generic sounds good sometimes
gtg i apparently am missing futurama, and must be forced to watch it
daria still sucks btw, but they are getting me into it
for those of you who don't know what its about,
stay ignant, oh yes, ignant
nah i'm just kidding
noboday arounday hereay rollerblades
everyone follows the next guy who skates
thats why i choose rollerblading
albiet its kind of gay and resembles ice skating
i wear baggy pants and try to act cool, so hopefully it balances out and i just end up normal
who knows, i might bring back the lost art of grinding on roller blades, a roller-blading surfer, with the occasional snowboard session, i'm such a dork
i usually go at night, and the cops chase me around, blah blah blah you knowhow the story ends, i get a girl pregnant and shes a brick and drowning me slowly yadda yadda yadda
but what i came here to say is how my easter is going today
started off with me inadvertantly going to work, forgetting it was easter, well at least i had that happy-joy-joy good but stupidly dumbfounded feeling of realizing you went to work on a holiday, i was early too
awesome mac and cheese homade from jabbars mom, or, my boss if oyu want to put it that way, i work under her for another 2 weeks before i lose my co-worker and quit
you just cant find good 3 cheese mac and cheese so good
and that ties in to me going to the zoo, by myself, like a big loser, and getting oogled at by 12-15 year old girls who like any guy with spikey hair and shoes
well at least i got oogled
there wasnt much in the way of girls that i could oogle at there, besides gorrilas and chimps, oh, the animals too
i like animals, but i don't like them THAT much
god people, unlike my ex, try to stay with me here
haha ok i'm being too cynical, it was cool
for those of you who care to know, going to the zoo costs about as much as a movie, so do something different and stop going to movies all the time and making out
i learned that camels are way huger than on TV, and elephants are way smaller
5 miles of walking and 5000 baby strollers later, i get home
helped jabbar do his essay, poor dislexic bastard, he knows his biology though, props
i think we're back to good terms
no more assholes floating around
well maybe one or two, but they don't live here, hahaha
listened to the free cd i got at the rock show a while back
by Mind Driver
generic sounds good sometimes
gtg i apparently am missing futurama, and must be forced to watch it
daria still sucks btw, but they are getting me into it
Saturday, April 19, 2003
ugh, my mouth tastes like.... email
or maybe rum and coffee, or maybe orange flavored creme savers
her mouth tastes like... marshmellow
she's sugar and spice and everything nice
its just so damn easy to make a song using her name, but i won't
i will resist the temptation
making laps around citywalk
facing my fears
facing my past
facing the future
between working on my songs, work, and other
i now find myself with no free time
and i leave work early so i can gain it back
spring break has come, and its about to leave
i have few things to show except 2 paychecks, a handful of memories, and a card
will there really be a kung pao 2? awesome, found some people who actually liked it like me!
cards are really nice
i should buy people random cards
time to go to the zoo now
time to go to work now
time to drink some nasty mineral water now
time to do extra credit now
time to go to sleep now
or maybe rum and coffee, or maybe orange flavored creme savers
her mouth tastes like... marshmellow
she's sugar and spice and everything nice
its just so damn easy to make a song using her name, but i won't
i will resist the temptation
making laps around citywalk
facing my fears
facing my past
facing the future
between working on my songs, work, and other
i now find myself with no free time
and i leave work early so i can gain it back
spring break has come, and its about to leave
i have few things to show except 2 paychecks, a handful of memories, and a card
will there really be a kung pao 2? awesome, found some people who actually liked it like me!
cards are really nice
i should buy people random cards
time to go to the zoo now
time to go to work now
time to drink some nasty mineral water now
time to do extra credit now
time to go to sleep now
Friday, April 18, 2003
so i was on the beach the other day talking to ki-ki and she was like
eheuehhh
i was like, YEAH WHATEVER!
i guess i quit my second job in 2-4 weeks
i got too used to a friend being there and making me laugh hysterically
:(
good news is i can go back to my initial idea of fixing random peoples computers
bad news is it isnt stable, and i could end up broke again
would you like a punch in the face?
free trial offer, limited time only.
feeling violent this week
so my roomate comes back last night, yeah the asshole one
and starts pounding on the door demanding to be let in
i wasn't hip to that so i didn't open the door until he knocked nicely
him and his girl got mad cuz her sister was double parked
well i ask ya, if it was so important, why didn't he open the door himself? why couldnt he lower his pride to say sorry please open the door
he didn't have a armfull of groceries
i'm glad i made him waste 15 seconds of his time trying to get in
not like the pounding would have woke david up, i had the tv sound system on 80% and he still didn't wake up
anyway i caught him (the real asshole) muttering past his lips calling me a self righteous asshole
i think that that title is fine, i am self righteous when it comes to being bossed around, i will never, ever be bossed around, never.
i just feel so sorry for his girlfriend.....
he reminds me of my father, a womanizing prick
i can't stand that shit
in other news today...
the cereal fairy came by today and dropped off sweet cereal for us all
i finally got to have a bowl before it all was eaten by the cereal glutton trolls
here's a list of things that irk me in the house:
dishes that stack up and aren't mine and i have to end up doing
a bicycle in the living room
not getting to use the couch in the afternoon
people using my pillows
not getting to eat something i helped buy
people not putting their shit away in a decent amount of time
just to be fair:
things i do that might irk other people:
i leave things around outside my designated areas
my designated areas are pretty messy
i require security code level clearance for any purchases being made
well its friday, so that means i must get back to doing nothing
until tonight
yumei madeh
jinjo ni sunde
eheuehhh
i was like, YEAH WHATEVER!
i guess i quit my second job in 2-4 weeks
i got too used to a friend being there and making me laugh hysterically
:(
good news is i can go back to my initial idea of fixing random peoples computers
bad news is it isnt stable, and i could end up broke again
would you like a punch in the face?
free trial offer, limited time only.
feeling violent this week
so my roomate comes back last night, yeah the asshole one
and starts pounding on the door demanding to be let in
i wasn't hip to that so i didn't open the door until he knocked nicely
him and his girl got mad cuz her sister was double parked
well i ask ya, if it was so important, why didn't he open the door himself? why couldnt he lower his pride to say sorry please open the door
he didn't have a armfull of groceries
i'm glad i made him waste 15 seconds of his time trying to get in
not like the pounding would have woke david up, i had the tv sound system on 80% and he still didn't wake up
anyway i caught him (the real asshole) muttering past his lips calling me a self righteous asshole
i think that that title is fine, i am self righteous when it comes to being bossed around, i will never, ever be bossed around, never.
i just feel so sorry for his girlfriend.....
he reminds me of my father, a womanizing prick
i can't stand that shit
in other news today...
the cereal fairy came by today and dropped off sweet cereal for us all
i finally got to have a bowl before it all was eaten by the cereal glutton trolls
here's a list of things that irk me in the house:
dishes that stack up and aren't mine and i have to end up doing
a bicycle in the living room
not getting to use the couch in the afternoon
people using my pillows
not getting to eat something i helped buy
people not putting their shit away in a decent amount of time
just to be fair:
things i do that might irk other people:
i leave things around outside my designated areas
my designated areas are pretty messy
i require security code level clearance for any purchases being made
well its friday, so that means i must get back to doing nothing
until tonight
yumei madeh
jinjo ni sunde
Thursday, April 17, 2003
so·lil·o·quy ( P ) Pronunciation Key (s-ll-kw)
n. pl. so·lil·o·quies
1.A dramatic or literary form of discourse in which a character talks to himself or herself or reveals his or her thoughts without addressing a listener.
2.A specific speech or piece of writing in this form of discourse.
The act of speaking to oneself.
my outstanding lyric for song and motto of my life right now
Life is a play
In in this soliloquy I
Lost my damn line
tomas party, a blur, 2 pots of coffee and 3 of sugar says it went by fast
so me and kristina are official.
going to a club or citywalk tommorrow, let the roshambo decide, let the roshambo decide. coins are so overrated.
ah i always lose anyway.
n. pl. so·lil·o·quies
1.A dramatic or literary form of discourse in which a character talks to himself or herself or reveals his or her thoughts without addressing a listener.
2.A specific speech or piece of writing in this form of discourse.
The act of speaking to oneself.
my outstanding lyric for song and motto of my life right now
Life is a play
In in this soliloquy I
Lost my damn line
tomas party, a blur, 2 pots of coffee and 3 of sugar says it went by fast
so me and kristina are official.
going to a club or citywalk tommorrow, let the roshambo decide, let the roshambo decide. coins are so overrated.
ah i always lose anyway.
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
so why am i working two jobs you ask?
well actually i know you don't care, but stay with me here.
to buy...... (best price is right voice) "A new car!"
yeah, got my eyes on new wheels (see also camaro, see also nova, see also jeep) figure a new man has to have a new way to get around
even if he doesnt go anywhere but down the block to school, and occasionaly to band practice and dates
didn't go to work today, didnt care
i dont need crazy foreigners up in my face and following me around all day bossing me around
yeah, but i had to go to my other job, alone, so i skipped out early
no adult supervision required, or needed
what i do need is a decent date
i mean
i was digging prom
and i was digging the walk with kristina
and i was digging drunken antics nad helping moving people too
but seriously
all my friends but david have negative attitudes towards everyone i even go after
i would rather them openly say what they thought instead of quietly holding things in, or at least try to say good things
but hey, when have my friends ever cared about what makes me happy?
walking is more romantic than driving, and i'm sick of driving girls around
but if i'm going to have to, i might as well do it in style
more dollars mean more sense
theres a bird chirping constantly outside, its only midnight
wheres a gun when you need one?
anyways
(begin sarcastic tone)
Welcome to funwille,
where the fun,
never,
ever,
stops.
(end)
new bassist!
well actually i know you don't care, but stay with me here.
to buy...... (best price is right voice) "A new car!"
yeah, got my eyes on new wheels (see also camaro, see also nova, see also jeep) figure a new man has to have a new way to get around
even if he doesnt go anywhere but down the block to school, and occasionaly to band practice and dates
didn't go to work today, didnt care
i dont need crazy foreigners up in my face and following me around all day bossing me around
yeah, but i had to go to my other job, alone, so i skipped out early
no adult supervision required, or needed
what i do need is a decent date
i mean
i was digging prom
and i was digging the walk with kristina
and i was digging drunken antics nad helping moving people too
but seriously
all my friends but david have negative attitudes towards everyone i even go after
i would rather them openly say what they thought instead of quietly holding things in, or at least try to say good things
but hey, when have my friends ever cared about what makes me happy?
walking is more romantic than driving, and i'm sick of driving girls around
but if i'm going to have to, i might as well do it in style
more dollars mean more sense
theres a bird chirping constantly outside, its only midnight
wheres a gun when you need one?
anyways
(begin sarcastic tone)
Welcome to funwille,
where the fun,
never,
ever,
stops.
(end)
new bassist!
Sunday, April 13, 2003
No comments on prom, too surreal.
One thing tho, whenever I see the word prom I subliminally think of porn, the two words are similar, no?
Man, that Lumpy is a funny guy.
I mean, even his name is funny, (no offence lumps).
Yeah without him at work I think I would slowly die of boredom.
Everything is so freakin funny.
Laughing at the ceiling, laughing at boxes, laughing at jigglypuff, fakie mcdoogles, and toxified hot dogs. OOO ah ah ah ah!
Never laughed so hard in my life.
FOUND A BASSIST!
Practice tommorrow will be awesome.
Muffish sounds a lot like "Diamond Sea"
Viscosity Breakdown souns a lot like "Morning Star"
I don't think he likes the name.
blah blah
still waiting for crazy gracie to call
still waiting for stephanie to call.
Kristina does call, and its time to go!
sitting here alone, are you sitting alone too?
come, lets go to a far off place.
One thing tho, whenever I see the word prom I subliminally think of porn, the two words are similar, no?
Man, that Lumpy is a funny guy.
I mean, even his name is funny, (no offence lumps).
Yeah without him at work I think I would slowly die of boredom.
Everything is so freakin funny.
Laughing at the ceiling, laughing at boxes, laughing at jigglypuff, fakie mcdoogles, and toxified hot dogs. OOO ah ah ah ah!
Never laughed so hard in my life.
FOUND A BASSIST!
Practice tommorrow will be awesome.
Muffish sounds a lot like "Diamond Sea"
Viscosity Breakdown souns a lot like "Morning Star"
I don't think he likes the name.
blah blah
still waiting for crazy gracie to call
still waiting for stephanie to call.
Kristina does call, and its time to go!
sitting here alone, are you sitting alone too?
come, lets go to a far off place.
Saturday, April 12, 2003
hey guys, what a busy weekend, eh?
yeah i'm almost dead too
went like:
work, more work, date, work, more work
and I still hate E.T.
and I still like anger management.
and i still hate obnoxious fat guys.
is life wash, rinse, repeat?
i must be still in the spin cycle.
You bring your car to work, I'll bring my board.
And when you're out of fuel, I'm still afloat.
Some updates in the life of Luke:
yeah, i have a prom to go to tonight
should be swell.
A blind date prom.
monday the first official practice of the new band with lumpy
i have good intentions.
hawaiian themed b-day cocktail party thing for tomas at our place, will be funny to see tomas finally get drunk.
i have good intentions.
sunday will be first date alone with kristina.
i have good intentions.
bought a pair of new rollerblades
i have good intentions.
if you know anyone who wants to sell a 220 watt guitar amp cab with 4 channels let me know.
Thanks,
Management
yeah i'm almost dead too
went like:
work, more work, date, work, more work
and I still hate E.T.
and I still like anger management.
and i still hate obnoxious fat guys.
is life wash, rinse, repeat?
i must be still in the spin cycle.
You bring your car to work, I'll bring my board.
And when you're out of fuel, I'm still afloat.
Some updates in the life of Luke:
yeah, i have a prom to go to tonight
should be swell.
A blind date prom.
monday the first official practice of the new band with lumpy
i have good intentions.
hawaiian themed b-day cocktail party thing for tomas at our place, will be funny to see tomas finally get drunk.
i have good intentions.
sunday will be first date alone with kristina.
i have good intentions.
bought a pair of new rollerblades
i have good intentions.
if you know anyone who wants to sell a 220 watt guitar amp cab with 4 channels let me know.
Thanks,
Management
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
ok peoples....
this one's big.
I volunteered to be a counselor at this beach camp.
And now they want to hire me for the summer.
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From: AlohaBeachCamp@aol.com
To: luke.g@csun.edu
Luke,
Thanks for your response. I noticed one possible snag after sending you the email yesterday. Is it true you can only work through the end of July or beginning of August? We'd need your commitment through at least mid-August in order to move forward. Let me know.
Thanks,
Eric
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thank god he found the snag, cuz i think i need to take some summer classes this year.
not to mention i want to go surfing and have some parties too
this one's big.
I volunteered to be a counselor at this beach camp.
And now they want to hire me for the summer.
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From: AlohaBeachCamp@aol.com
To: luke.g@csun.edu
Luke,
Thanks for your response. I noticed one possible snag after sending you the email yesterday. Is it true you can only work through the end of July or beginning of August? We'd need your commitment through at least mid-August in order to move forward. Let me know.
Thanks,
Eric
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thank god he found the snag, cuz i think i need to take some summer classes this year.
not to mention i want to go surfing and have some parties too
this has been one of the most stressful, tiring, and responsible days of my life
i had no free time today, i'm amazed
every hour i was doing something rather than nothing
and yet, at the end of it all i feel so....hollow
i don't know whats wrong
somethings missing...
or maybe....
someone is missing...
supreme thought of the day:
the price I paid for leisure time in the past was not nearly enough
and.
thank god for summer and short shorts
i will tell you my evil plans and what happened saturday....when i have freaking time
i had no free time today, i'm amazed
every hour i was doing something rather than nothing
and yet, at the end of it all i feel so....hollow
i don't know whats wrong
somethings missing...
or maybe....
someone is missing...
supreme thought of the day:
the price I paid for leisure time in the past was not nearly enough
and.
thank god for summer and short shorts
i will tell you my evil plans and what happened saturday....when i have freaking time
Tuesday, April 08, 2003
some of the things i got to directly participate in the last few weeks:
Oviatt library evacuated
By Ivy Ybuan
Editor in Chief
Smoke from an overheated elevator on the east side of the Oviatt Library set off a fire alarm Thursday at around 2 o’clock, triggering the evacuation of hundreds of students, faculty and staff to the library lawn for almost an hour
Traffic accident leads to flipped car
Shannon Sindorf / DAILY SUNDIAL
Police officers and tow truck drivers clean up debris after a car was overturned in an accident at the intersection of Nordhoff Street and Lindley Avenue Monday morning.
By Morgan Tharp
City Editor
Two cars collided on Lindley Avenue and Nordhoff Street in front of CSUN’s south entrance during rush-hour traffic Monday morning
(i like this statement she gave)“She told me the intersection was kind of green,” he said. “Then she saw the other car coming in.”
i still cant find the article about the launromat :(
Oviatt library evacuated
By Ivy Ybuan
Editor in Chief
Smoke from an overheated elevator on the east side of the Oviatt Library set off a fire alarm Thursday at around 2 o’clock, triggering the evacuation of hundreds of students, faculty and staff to the library lawn for almost an hour
Traffic accident leads to flipped car
Shannon Sindorf / DAILY SUNDIAL
Police officers and tow truck drivers clean up debris after a car was overturned in an accident at the intersection of Nordhoff Street and Lindley Avenue Monday morning.
By Morgan Tharp
City Editor
Two cars collided on Lindley Avenue and Nordhoff Street in front of CSUN’s south entrance during rush-hour traffic Monday morning
(i like this statement she gave)“She told me the intersection was kind of green,” he said. “Then she saw the other car coming in.”
i still cant find the article about the launromat :(
Monday, April 07, 2003
begining to realize that a fear is welling up in me;
what if all my blogs from then till now disappeared?
i will start backing them up.
why i like kristina-
she says whats on her mind (you have no idea what a relief this is after the toils of a past relationship)
she's beautiful (replace beautiful with cute, and thats what i call her instead)
she has no affiliation with anime of any kind, or any part of being asian
there are more complicated fetishes that we won't get into
uh....maybe i shouldn't have used the word fetishes, but hey, i never erase anything i blog.
we do have things in common
in short, she's like nothing i've seen before
why i like thai grace-
shes crazy! but sweet. cute to boot.
she knows music, how to dress in the b-girl style
she knows how to have fun
she's a girl you could have a beer with
but she's too thai for me
and she's too distant, physically, emotionally, and historically
why i like amanda-
um..... uh......
i just do.
why i like melissa-
we have like everything in common but our names
lol but i think there seems to be a favorite color discrepancy
why i like biology girl, and aikido girl and other biology girl
why i like biology club and band, and hot dogs and ramen, and ok whatever else
i can't tell you everything i like, that would take too god damn long
but heres a little piece of philosophy i philosophised on my way to class in my half-asleep haze:
if you can't say anything
say everything
if you can't do anything
do everything
if you can't feel anything
feel nothing
maybe this version is better, i dunno, you subliminally tell me:
if you don't know what to say
say everything
if you don't know what to do
do everything
if you don't know what to feel
feel nothing
what if all my blogs from then till now disappeared?
i will start backing them up.
why i like kristina-
she says whats on her mind (you have no idea what a relief this is after the toils of a past relationship)
she's beautiful (replace beautiful with cute, and thats what i call her instead)
she has no affiliation with anime of any kind, or any part of being asian
there are more complicated fetishes that we won't get into
uh....maybe i shouldn't have used the word fetishes, but hey, i never erase anything i blog.
we do have things in common
in short, she's like nothing i've seen before
why i like thai grace-
shes crazy! but sweet. cute to boot.
she knows music, how to dress in the b-girl style
she knows how to have fun
she's a girl you could have a beer with
but she's too thai for me
and she's too distant, physically, emotionally, and historically
why i like amanda-
um..... uh......
i just do.
why i like melissa-
we have like everything in common but our names
lol but i think there seems to be a favorite color discrepancy
why i like biology girl, and aikido girl and other biology girl
why i like biology club and band, and hot dogs and ramen, and ok whatever else
i can't tell you everything i like, that would take too god damn long
but heres a little piece of philosophy i philosophised on my way to class in my half-asleep haze:
if you can't say anything
say everything
if you can't do anything
do everything
if you can't feel anything
feel nothing
maybe this version is better, i dunno, you subliminally tell me:
if you don't know what to say
say everything
if you don't know what to do
do everything
if you don't know what to feel
feel nothing
haha...looking at my post for 4/4/03
it really is apparent that i am tired by looking at my spelling.
so.... this kristina thing...... is the guy always suppossed to call the girl?
what kind of riff raff is that?
lol, i don't know if my friends want to work with me, but the place is still hiring....
that would be wierd indeed. working with. friends.
so, wondering where i will take her tonight......
as my phone slips in and out of service under this library basement, every few seconds.
i look at it, and wonder.
did i get a call from her yet?
maybe she doesn't like me as much as i think, or as people say...
at carls jr. the other day i realized that i am really having many different feelings flying around for many different girls
and i realize that they probably have different feelings flying around at me too
just finishing jackie chan's autobiography
ironically lectures give me a lot of time to read
i read when i'm supposed to listen, and listen when i'm supposed to read
people say that i don't look like i'm listening when i'm listening
i never look someone in the face when i hear them speak, if i'm seriously listening to what they say.
i think the face can give and recieve biased and misleading leads.
it really is apparent that i am tired by looking at my spelling.
so.... this kristina thing...... is the guy always suppossed to call the girl?
what kind of riff raff is that?
lol, i don't know if my friends want to work with me, but the place is still hiring....
that would be wierd indeed. working with. friends.
so, wondering where i will take her tonight......
as my phone slips in and out of service under this library basement, every few seconds.
i look at it, and wonder.
did i get a call from her yet?
maybe she doesn't like me as much as i think, or as people say...
at carls jr. the other day i realized that i am really having many different feelings flying around for many different girls
and i realize that they probably have different feelings flying around at me too
just finishing jackie chan's autobiography
ironically lectures give me a lot of time to read
i read when i'm supposed to listen, and listen when i'm supposed to read
people say that i don't look like i'm listening when i'm listening
i never look someone in the face when i hear them speak, if i'm seriously listening to what they say.
i think the face can give and recieve biased and misleading leads.
Sunday, April 06, 2003
Friday, April 04, 2003
shit, forgot to be random, that means no sleep tonight
i had a cheeseburger for dinner, from the place that was voted best pizza
pretend you are actually enjoying your favorite show on TV when you are just watching an informerical
make out to boring movies, shows, etc.
syand up comedy is just someone telling about their life in a funny way
leave the tv on in another room
look at the dishes pile up
assholes
does the picture fit the frame?
if you were a brick would you be drowning slowly?
if you can make sense of this all and what it all means you need help, for you understand the ununderstandable
i had a cheeseburger for dinner, from the place that was voted best pizza
pretend you are actually enjoying your favorite show on TV when you are just watching an informerical
make out to boring movies, shows, etc.
syand up comedy is just someone telling about their life in a funny way
leave the tv on in another room
look at the dishes pile up
assholes
does the picture fit the frame?
if you were a brick would you be drowning slowly?
if you can make sense of this all and what it all means you need help, for you understand the ununderstandable
i'm sorry but i'm just thinking of the right words to say, i know they don't sound the way i planned them--
lets see, if this were someone elses blog, about my day, it would go something along the lines of...
(what they are really saying)
So and so came over today! (I'm popular and fun to hang around!). Work is so boring. (I'm complaining to nobody who cares because i wish someone did). Welp thaz it for today (I'm trying to sound cool by having an uneeded sign off, trying to divert attention from the fact that i did nothing today)
then i would post an IM conversation here about something meaningless to anyone but me and the person i talked to
then i would say to write something on my quick-post board so i feel special
i've read some blogs of other people, friends and aquantinces and a bunch random people, this seems to be a general pattern
some people don't blog enough to give any indication of who they are or what they do
some people who don't blog really should, and some people really should stop blogging
like me, haha
alright enough inadvertently making fun of other people, and myself
but its so fun and enjoyable to get your anger out by spreading it to the masses!
things i need to remember, but you don't i.e. my thought reminder messageboard
my future hit song chords power chords A5..... D5...Cmaj7 jazz is C7
continue guitar 2 hours a day
call people, advertise
get shit together for concert @ csun
punk 4some?
jazz trio?
muffish?
never wear a jersey outside in public
summer classes
go to prom.
in the immediate future, in order:
do laundry
turn off tv
get more sleep
move car in the morning
lets see, if this were someone elses blog, about my day, it would go something along the lines of...
(what they are really saying)
So and so came over today! (I'm popular and fun to hang around!). Work is so boring. (I'm complaining to nobody who cares because i wish someone did). Welp thaz it for today (I'm trying to sound cool by having an uneeded sign off, trying to divert attention from the fact that i did nothing today)
then i would post an IM conversation here about something meaningless to anyone but me and the person i talked to
then i would say to write something on my quick-post board so i feel special
i've read some blogs of other people, friends and aquantinces and a bunch random people, this seems to be a general pattern
some people don't blog enough to give any indication of who they are or what they do
some people who don't blog really should, and some people really should stop blogging
like me, haha
alright enough inadvertently making fun of other people, and myself
but its so fun and enjoyable to get your anger out by spreading it to the masses!
things i need to remember, but you don't i.e. my thought reminder messageboard
my future hit song chords power chords A5..... D5...Cmaj7 jazz is C7
continue guitar 2 hours a day
call people, advertise
get shit together for concert @ csun
punk 4some?
jazz trio?
muffish?
never wear a jersey outside in public
summer classes
go to prom.
in the immediate future, in order:
do laundry
turn off tv
get more sleep
move car in the morning
this could be to the girl who is gone, or met and don't know it, or i haven't met yet--
If i was to walk till time saw no end.
If i was to climb till the air was too thin.
I could not find a picture fit the frame.
As perfect as you.
As perfect as you.
You showed me life and lived nothing less.
Cause you're so above me.
Ill take my time you memory is bliss.
The angel above me.
When i look at the stars they shine of your eyes.
The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight.
Yet your so above me and i cannot fly.
To the angel above me i long to be with.
To look at the mountains vast and great.
Is one step above in seeing your face.
To look at the stars for they lead the way.
To the angel above.
If i was to walk till time saw no end.
If i was to climb till the air was too thin.
I could not find a picture fit the frame.
As perfect as you.
As perfect as you.
You showed me life and lived nothing less.
Cause you're so above me.
Ill take my time you memory is bliss.
The angel above me.
When i look at the stars they shine of your eyes.
The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight.
Yet your so above me and i cannot fly.
To the angel above me i long to be with.
To look at the mountains vast and great.
Is one step above in seeing your face.
To look at the stars for they lead the way.
To the angel above.
Thursday, April 03, 2003
today i will tell you stories, rememberances
of being drunk last saturday
guys brought me to bjs
-first pitcher
waiting for peeps to show up and chit chatting
-second pitcher
people arrive, got a cool present
-first shot
everyone starts to get tipsey and talk wild, including me
-neon drink
everything fucking goes nuts i black out
wake up to throw up
next memory, being helped by someone out of the bathroom, and out into the street
cell rings throughout the night
amanda makes a special guest appearance on the luke show
remember throwing up again in her car
remember going straight to my bed
remember throwing up again
remember amanda in my bathroom with me
remember her telling me david was cute?
remember her stuffed animal antics
remember her jumping up and down
remember them using my computer
remember following her outside to be left without a goodbye
grrrrrrrrr
of being drunk last saturday
guys brought me to bjs
-first pitcher
waiting for peeps to show up and chit chatting
-second pitcher
people arrive, got a cool present
-first shot
everyone starts to get tipsey and talk wild, including me
-neon drink
everything fucking goes nuts i black out
wake up to throw up
next memory, being helped by someone out of the bathroom, and out into the street
cell rings throughout the night
amanda makes a special guest appearance on the luke show
remember throwing up again in her car
remember going straight to my bed
remember throwing up again
remember amanda in my bathroom with me
remember her telling me david was cute?
remember her stuffed animal antics
remember her jumping up and down
remember them using my computer
remember following her outside to be left without a goodbye
grrrrrrrrr
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
tonight when you hug your girl, or guy
in your special place
under the stars
say something cheesy
for me.
i say, i say, when the sky bleeds that red sunset, someones heart has been broken
be glad you have that brightest star to brighten your night, and its right beside you
tonight
be selfish
don't let it go.......
don't let it go.......
in your special place
under the stars
say something cheesy
for me.
i say, i say, when the sky bleeds that red sunset, someones heart has been broken
be glad you have that brightest star to brighten your night, and its right beside you
tonight
be selfish
don't let it go.......
don't let it go.......
some random quotes thrown in for today for good measure so i can sleep
note: i dont neccessarily agree with these, i just find them noteworthy
-war isn't about dying for your country, its about making the other bastard die for his
-never trust anything that bleeds or a week out of the month and doesnt die
-he lives in fame who dies in virtue's cause
-the difference between fiction and reality? fiction has to make sense
-"Men use thought only as authority for their injustice, and employ speech only to conceal their thoughts." - Voltaire
well, like the lime to the lemon
i'm going to bed
note: i dont neccessarily agree with these, i just find them noteworthy
-war isn't about dying for your country, its about making the other bastard die for his
-never trust anything that bleeds or a week out of the month and doesnt die
-he lives in fame who dies in virtue's cause
-the difference between fiction and reality? fiction has to make sense
-"Men use thought only as authority for their injustice, and employ speech only to conceal their thoughts." - Voltaire
well, like the lime to the lemon
i'm going to bed
here are all the things you want to know:
yes, i still think about audrey, and i confessed to her in a drunken stupor that it was one of the best weeks of my life, and she'll always be so hung up on her ex's she'll never see me again, this is how it will play till the end
yes i've learned my lesson
no, i'm not an alchoholic, and never will be
yes, i miss the grace that went to thailand, and can't wait till she gets back so we can go drinking together and catch up after all these years
yes, i'm afraid of long distance relationships now, and i consider irvine far, i'm sorry
and so is texas, and so is thailand, and so is ucla, and so is woodland hills, and so is the vons down the street, for that matter
yes, i found out i kissed someone while i was drunk, and i don't remember
someone who comes and goes like the wind, cool and refreshing, but gone all too soon
no, i don't think anyone is in a good relationship right now
no, i don't like my new job right now
yes, i'm still working on the band, and the songs
yes, club this weekend
yes, surfing this spring break
yes, i like kroq
yes, i can relate to many songs because i've lived life, and hearing them brings up memories
yes, understanding and moving on and making yourself better is part of life
yes, i come and go like the wind
yes, i hold onto memories maybe alittle longer than i should, but its all i have
yes, i'm hurt
yes, my standards are higher
yes, i do like my new haircut
no, i did not say those things on findapix
yes, i have no life now, but a lot of money
yes no yes no yes no
there is no maybe
there is no i don't know
be a person with an opinion
i have no respect for a person who just conforms to the world around them and never has anything to say
but its cool if you are enjoying the silence
by the way, bush sucks
yes, i still think about audrey, and i confessed to her in a drunken stupor that it was one of the best weeks of my life, and she'll always be so hung up on her ex's she'll never see me again, this is how it will play till the end
yes i've learned my lesson
no, i'm not an alchoholic, and never will be
yes, i miss the grace that went to thailand, and can't wait till she gets back so we can go drinking together and catch up after all these years
yes, i'm afraid of long distance relationships now, and i consider irvine far, i'm sorry
and so is texas, and so is thailand, and so is ucla, and so is woodland hills, and so is the vons down the street, for that matter
yes, i found out i kissed someone while i was drunk, and i don't remember
someone who comes and goes like the wind, cool and refreshing, but gone all too soon
no, i don't think anyone is in a good relationship right now
no, i don't like my new job right now
yes, i'm still working on the band, and the songs
yes, club this weekend
yes, surfing this spring break
yes, i like kroq
yes, i can relate to many songs because i've lived life, and hearing them brings up memories
yes, understanding and moving on and making yourself better is part of life
yes, i come and go like the wind
yes, i hold onto memories maybe alittle longer than i should, but its all i have
yes, i'm hurt
yes, my standards are higher
yes, i do like my new haircut
no, i did not say those things on findapix
yes, i have no life now, but a lot of money
yes no yes no yes no
there is no maybe
there is no i don't know
be a person with an opinion
i have no respect for a person who just conforms to the world around them and never has anything to say
but its cool if you are enjoying the silence
by the way, bush sucks
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
on an anonymous tip i was reminded to write in my blog --
really, i can't be THAT busy to neglect something i started which was so important to me?
my thoughts, or rather, a collection of them, random as they may be, serve a purpose
you reading, are either myself, a long time from now when i write this, to reflect on what happened and what i was like back then, or you might be a friend just interested in another friends well being, either way, here are my thoughts for today, or at least right now--
is your life parallel to mine, or perpendicular?
if it is perpendicular, when do we meet?
and that moment we do meet, will it be just an instant? just an instant in time?
i wonder if my love life travels in parabolas
more than once meeting the same line.
ok, thats the deep thought for right now
now for the long, hard, details of my..........day
walked to work today, 5 cop cars parked outside my laudromat, my beautiful-lonely-sunset laundromat.
i laughed, walked under the tape and proceed to work
found out there was no work today
must have missed the memo
came back, played xenosaga (great game from great friends) for a few *cough, hours, and then went to other job
its tough being the only guy in an office full of girls.....
amanda called, its always nice to hear her voice, reminds me of hibiki from ranma 1/2
goin clubbing saturday? i hope i dont break my neck showing off my break stylez
talking to random people online O.o
fuck you whoever is reading this, you suck!
oh shit, its april fools day right now. gotcha!
really, i can't be THAT busy to neglect something i started which was so important to me?
my thoughts, or rather, a collection of them, random as they may be, serve a purpose
you reading, are either myself, a long time from now when i write this, to reflect on what happened and what i was like back then, or you might be a friend just interested in another friends well being, either way, here are my thoughts for today, or at least right now--
is your life parallel to mine, or perpendicular?
if it is perpendicular, when do we meet?
and that moment we do meet, will it be just an instant? just an instant in time?
i wonder if my love life travels in parabolas
more than once meeting the same line.
ok, thats the deep thought for right now
now for the long, hard, details of my..........day
walked to work today, 5 cop cars parked outside my laudromat, my beautiful-lonely-sunset laundromat.
i laughed, walked under the tape and proceed to work
found out there was no work today
must have missed the memo
came back, played xenosaga (great game from great friends) for a few *cough, hours, and then went to other job
its tough being the only guy in an office full of girls.....
amanda called, its always nice to hear her voice, reminds me of hibiki from ranma 1/2
goin clubbing saturday? i hope i dont break my neck showing off my break stylez
talking to random people online O.o
fuck you whoever is reading this, you suck!
oh shit, its april fools day right now. gotcha!
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