and its working.
called in to sick work today. was coughing up blood a bit.
between fits of listening to songs over and over, i got some work done today finally.
feeling better. maybe i should just quit the highest paying job i've had.
talked to my mom today. she hooked me up with some insurance. i realized more than ever when she told me about her 21 year old neighbors who are married, that i am really on my own.
i think i'll do much better now that i know that for sure.