here's my one and only bad trip, the only time i got high, and the reason why i will never get high again:

wheresmyricebowl: hey
wheresmyricebowl: lol
luke's friend: sup
wheresmyricebowl: dude
wheresmyricebowl: that was so crazy
luke's friend: haha
luke's friend: you went nuts on me
wheresmyricebowl: are you sure that wasn't laced?
luke's friend: im sure
wheresmyricebowl: cuz i had the worst paranoia ever
wheresmyricebowl: the WORST
luke's friend: smoked that same batch with many peeps never got that reaction out of them
luke's friend: yeah i know
luke's friend: im sorry bout that
wheresmyricebowl: it was crazy
luke's friend: are you on any other meds right now
wheresmyricebowl: well i take tylenol pm quite frequently
wheresmyricebowl: and i stopped taking ashthma medicien a montha go
luke's friend: i dont think that should make a diff unless your taking to much of it
wheresmyricebowl: but i don't think that would conflict
wheresmyricebowl: dude, i seriously thought i was in hell
wheresmyricebowl: OMG lolol
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: and i thought you were satan
luke's friend: yeah you thought we were dead
wheresmyricebowl: i laugh about it now
luke's friend: lol
luke's friend: i thought you got like paranoid about me
wheresmyricebowl: actually, i laughed about it about a half an hour to an hour after you left
wheresmyricebowl: i got clear again
wheresmyricebowl: i was
wheresmyricebowl: it made me think that you were getting lost on purpose
luke's friend: you scared the shit out of me
wheresmyricebowl: it scared the shit out of me
wheresmyricebowl: i thought you were like gonna drive to another alley and kill me
luke's friend: remember when you jumped out of my car
luke's friend: lo0l
luke's friend: lol
luke's friend: omg dude
wheresmyricebowl: or i thought you were gonna crash
wheresmyricebowl: or something
wheresmyricebowl: and i was reliving my life moments before i died
wheresmyricebowl: and that was my punishment in hell
wheresmyricebowl: to live that out for eternity
wheresmyricebowl: it was deep
wheresmyricebowl: i wanna make a movie script out of it
luke's friend: heh yeah cept you wouldnt tell me what was going on in your head
wheresmyricebowl: i thought it didn't matter, cuz you were satan and you knew already
wheresmyricebowl: i tried to stop thinking
luke's friend: so then how come when i dropped you at your house you invited me in
wheresmyricebowl: because i had no idea what would happen
luke's friend: dude my weed fucked you
wheresmyricebowl: my fear of the dark got magnified by like, 80 times
wheresmyricebowl: LOL yeah it did
luke's friend: yeah i noticed that
luke's friend: you were like talking about the dark and shit
wheresmyricebowl: i thought that i couldn't escape from you
wheresmyricebowl: or if i did
wheresmyricebowl: someone else would come to talk to me as satan
wheresmyricebowl: like jabbar or something
wheresmyricebowl: and i definitely didn't want him to be satan
luke's friend: i know i asked you when you had class the next day and you were like "why do you want to know that?"
wheresmyricebowl: i know
wheresmyricebowl: i thought you were gonna follow me to class
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: but yeah the next mornin i was fine
luke's friend: btw i dropped off your cell yesterday
wheresmyricebowl: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: thanks
luke's friend: dude
luke's friend: you musta been smokin shit weed before this
wheresmyricebowl: i guess so
wheresmyricebowl: this was like, ultra ultra
wheresmyricebowl: thats what you should call it
wheresmyricebowl: it did so manyt hings to me
luke's friend: lol
luke's friend: would you ever smoke again?
wheresmyricebowl: like whatever you would say, would get stuck in my head
wheresmyricebowl: nah i don't think so
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: thats scary
luke's friend: oh man killed your smoking for ever
wheresmyricebowl: i remember when i saw the same block keep coming up over and over
luke's friend: i think you werent comfortable with the situation when you smoked with me which is why you wigged out
wheresmyricebowl: i thought the cycle of my punishment in hell was recyling
luke's friend: oh yeah we did go down the same street twice
wheresmyricebowl: when i got home
luke's friend: i was sorta lost for bits of time
wheresmyricebowl: the first thing i did was pray
wheresmyricebowl: LOL
luke's friend: lol
luke's friend: dude i didn't think you were religious at all
wheresmyricebowl: if it had been me driving
wheresmyricebowl: it woulda been over
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: but i really think thats what hell is like
wheresmyricebowl: that was the worst feeling ever
wheresmyricebowl: more pain than you can imagine
luke's friend: im sorry about that ive never had my shit do that to someone before
wheresmyricebowl: not knowing being able to go home
wheresmyricebowl: no no, its cool
luke's friend: i woulda takin you home sooner but you kept going nuts
wheresmyricebowl: it was good too, remeber us laughing
luke's friend: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: how was i going nuts
wheresmyricebowl: i didn't do anything violent did i
wheresmyricebowl: thats not me
wheresmyricebowl: i just remember being really sad
luke's friend: i would be driving and you started rocking back and forth saying im in hell im in hell, so i didnt want to leave you at your house like that
wheresmyricebowl: realy really sad
wheresmyricebowl: then happy
wheresmyricebowl: then really really happy
luke's friend: haha
wheresmyricebowl: like, moments of clarity
luke's friend: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: when i realized i was just high
wheresmyricebowl: those were fun
luke's friend: hah
wheresmyricebowl: but then i'd get paranoid again
wheresmyricebowl: remember when i kept scratching my hand
wheresmyricebowl: and i was rocking back and forth cuz i thought i was on fire
luke's friend: heh yeah i doubt there anything in my weed sounds like your describing a typical bad trip
wheresmyricebowl: thats what made the hell vision so real to me
luke's friend: ah
wheresmyricebowl: yeah, really bad trip is all
luke's friend: see i get that fire sensation to but it just feels like warmth
wheresmyricebowl: otherwise it sounds like LSD, and i thinks thats too expensive for what you paid
luke's friend: yeah
luke's friend: 50 bucks for 1/8th
luke's friend: and its from an old source
luke's friend: and ive gotten the same high from weed from other people
wheresmyricebowl: i think if i stopped before finishing the last bowl it woulda been the best high ever
wheresmyricebowl: but it turned into the worst
luke's friend: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: my fault
luke's friend: oh well
luke's friend: no worrys
wheresmyricebowl: thanks for handling me
luke's friend: no prob
luke's friend: im just glad you didnt hurt yourself
wheresmyricebowl: i know
wheresmyricebowl: i got clear again jsut as i got out of your car
wheresmyricebowl: at nordhoff
wheresmyricebowl: ir ealized i wasn't far from home
luke's friend: yeah you kept saying that
wheresmyricebowl: and i just wanted to go home
wheresmyricebowl: but then when i got paranoid i thought you weren't gonna take me home
wheresmyricebowl: i looked at the street
wheresmyricebowl: and then i said to myself
wheresmyricebowl: omg i cant even cross it
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: everything sounded like an echo
wheresmyricebowl: i was at least 5 seconds behind in comprehending what was happening
luke's friend: haha yeah i remeber that you just looked at me and said, "im high, help me
whe"resmyricebowl: by the time i got home i was like 10 minutes behind
wheresmyricebowl: i timed it lol
luke's friend: oh man thats wierd
wheresmyricebowl: yeah i was smart enough to time myself
wheresmyricebowl: it takes ten minutes in between moments of clarity
wheresmyricebowl: did we talk a lot? or was there a lot of silence
luke's friend: after you got paranoid you talked to yourself mostly
wheresmyricebowl: well i must thank you, that was the most exciting night of my life
wheresmyricebowl: hahaha
luke's friend: i tried to talk to you but you werent responding
luke's friend: hehe
luke's friend: yeah that it was
wheresmyricebowl: i don't think its safe for me
wheresmyricebowl: or else i would do it again
luke's friend: nah most people that go on a bad trip like that never smoke again
wheresmyricebowl: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: thats what i feel like
wheresmyricebowl: i feel like repenting for my sins so i don't go to hell
luke's friend: well if thats how you feel go for it
wheresmyricebowl: lol
wheresmyricebowl: you were saying stuff like that in the car
wheresmyricebowl: which tripped me out
wheresmyricebowl: even more lol
wheresmyricebowl: naw i never been religious
wheresmyricebowl: but that totally changed my mind
wheresmyricebowl: i don't know why
luke's friend: so i dont know if this was real or what but you kept talkin about your mom being in a cult
wheresmyricebowl: she was
luke's friend: really?
wheresmyricebowl: yep
luke's friend: what kinda cult
wheresmyricebowl: at that point i thought you were satan trying to get me to realize why i was in hell
wheresmyricebowl: because my mom was in a cult
wheresmyricebowl: and because i knew about jesus but didn't accept him
luke's friend: oh man
luke's friend: i dont think there was anything i coulda said that would made you alright again
wheresmyricebowl: no
luke's friend: i tried to change the subject a couple of time
wheresmyricebowl: the key was getting me home
wheresmyricebowl: it was familiar to me
luke's friend: yeah probably
wheresmyricebowl: didnt i calm down after that
wheresmyricebowl: and it started to go away
luke's friend: you were better
wheresmyricebowl: and i started to feel good again
wheresmyricebowl: but i was tired
wheresmyricebowl: and i played video games after oyu left
wheresmyricebowl: just to have some fun
luke's friend: but i didnt want to leave you there the way you were acting i was afraid of what you would do
wheresmyricebowl: and i realized, if i was in hell, WTF i wouldn't get to play video games!
wheresmyricebowl: so i snapped out of it
luke's friend: lol

THE END

i will make a movie about that some day
its 420 today btw