today was fun
and thats not an understatement

i was told that i never laugh, twice today

got drunk with jong, like yesterday too
mickeys and amstel light go together

i bought a gig bag, came up with a japanese song to play on guitar for extra credit --
Zosan
Zosan

I also bought a practice drum pad and whacked the hell of it
put together a computer and got free del taco

and the pieces on the kitchen table remind me of bed bath and beyond and what i will do when i get my own place

in NOHO, near my dad, my own place, finally
no asshole roomates
my style, tatamis and plants
i want blue, but i want black
and i want plants in my new place
plants that won't die

going for a record of number of times listening to the same song--
Switchfoot - Meant to Live

last record was held by Linkin Park - My december

before that it was AFI - Days of Phoenix

before even that it was February Stars by Foo Fighter

hint* these are songs that Luke really likes











......... but possibly wears out by listening to incessively

somebody ask jeff about the incidents with me and the mac and cheese.
something about the whole box
something about a whole week of weak shit, literally

haha did i tell you about the time when dave cooked the mac and cheese?
he added the powder when the pot was still full with water
it was his first attempt at cooking
we laughed so hard

actually... it was only me laughing
i'm evil

i'm writing a script
for a movie
about that time i got high

savvy?

yesterday a filling came out and my mouth is all sensitive
no kissing for me then

did i tell you about my plans for Japan? and vegas?
jesus what am i gonna take at CSUN for summer?
when am i moving?

find out on the next episode of dragon ball z!

wheresmyricebowl (11:12:59 PM): u suck
CuteSamurai (11:13:05 PM): ok...
wheresmyricebowl (11:13:10 PM): nah jk man u rule
CuteSamurai (11:13:16 PM): lol thanks luke
wheresmyricebowl (11:13:19 PM): ok luke
CuteSamurai (11:13:22 PM): cya man
wheresmyricebowl (11:13:25 PM): cya

So, i'm moving out of this shithole and into a new one.

currently listening to a lot of j-pop
the Gundam-SEED songs are cooooool.
Tamaki Nami sounds like sheryl crow

went to westwood the other day, ended up diddy-reiseless but well fufilled.

the Hamster's name is "Bulma" but i shoulda named it "Stink Hole"

---Short semi-meaningless poem---

Came to grips
Lost my grip
On my last trip

here's my one and only bad trip, the only time i got high, and the reason why i will never get high again:

wheresmyricebowl: hey
wheresmyricebowl: lol
luke's friend: sup
wheresmyricebowl: dude
wheresmyricebowl: that was so crazy
luke's friend: haha
luke's friend: you went nuts on me
wheresmyricebowl: are you sure that wasn't laced?
luke's friend: im sure
wheresmyricebowl: cuz i had the worst paranoia ever
wheresmyricebowl: the WORST
luke's friend: smoked that same batch with many peeps never got that reaction out of them
luke's friend: yeah i know
luke's friend: im sorry bout that
wheresmyricebowl: it was crazy
luke's friend: are you on any other meds right now
wheresmyricebowl: well i take tylenol pm quite frequently
wheresmyricebowl: and i stopped taking ashthma medicien a montha go
luke's friend: i dont think that should make a diff unless your taking to much of it
wheresmyricebowl: but i don't think that would conflict
wheresmyricebowl: dude, i seriously thought i was in hell
wheresmyricebowl: OMG lolol
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: and i thought you were satan
luke's friend: yeah you thought we were dead
wheresmyricebowl: i laugh about it now
luke's friend: lol
luke's friend: i thought you got like paranoid about me
wheresmyricebowl: actually, i laughed about it about a half an hour to an hour after you left
wheresmyricebowl: i got clear again
wheresmyricebowl: i was
wheresmyricebowl: it made me think that you were getting lost on purpose
luke's friend: you scared the shit out of me
wheresmyricebowl: it scared the shit out of me
wheresmyricebowl: i thought you were like gonna drive to another alley and kill me
luke's friend: remember when you jumped out of my car
luke's friend: lo0l
luke's friend: lol
luke's friend: omg dude
wheresmyricebowl: or i thought you were gonna crash
wheresmyricebowl: or something
wheresmyricebowl: and i was reliving my life moments before i died
wheresmyricebowl: and that was my punishment in hell
wheresmyricebowl: to live that out for eternity
wheresmyricebowl: it was deep
wheresmyricebowl: i wanna make a movie script out of it
luke's friend: heh yeah cept you wouldnt tell me what was going on in your head
wheresmyricebowl: i thought it didn't matter, cuz you were satan and you knew already
wheresmyricebowl: i tried to stop thinking
luke's friend: so then how come when i dropped you at your house you invited me in
wheresmyricebowl: because i had no idea what would happen
luke's friend: dude my weed fucked you
wheresmyricebowl: my fear of the dark got magnified by like, 80 times
wheresmyricebowl: LOL yeah it did
luke's friend: yeah i noticed that
luke's friend: you were like talking about the dark and shit
wheresmyricebowl: i thought that i couldn't escape from you
wheresmyricebowl: or if i did
wheresmyricebowl: someone else would come to talk to me as satan
wheresmyricebowl: like jabbar or something
wheresmyricebowl: and i definitely didn't want him to be satan
luke's friend: i know i asked you when you had class the next day and you were like "why do you want to know that?"
wheresmyricebowl: i know
wheresmyricebowl: i thought you were gonna follow me to class
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: but yeah the next mornin i was fine
luke's friend: btw i dropped off your cell yesterday
wheresmyricebowl: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: thanks
luke's friend: dude
luke's friend: you musta been smokin shit weed before this
wheresmyricebowl: i guess so
wheresmyricebowl: this was like, ultra ultra
wheresmyricebowl: thats what you should call it
wheresmyricebowl: it did so manyt hings to me
luke's friend: lol
luke's friend: would you ever smoke again?
wheresmyricebowl: like whatever you would say, would get stuck in my head
wheresmyricebowl: nah i don't think so
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: thats scary
luke's friend: oh man killed your smoking for ever
wheresmyricebowl: i remember when i saw the same block keep coming up over and over
luke's friend: i think you werent comfortable with the situation when you smoked with me which is why you wigged out
wheresmyricebowl: i thought the cycle of my punishment in hell was recyling
luke's friend: oh yeah we did go down the same street twice
wheresmyricebowl: when i got home
luke's friend: i was sorta lost for bits of time
wheresmyricebowl: the first thing i did was pray
wheresmyricebowl: LOL
luke's friend: lol
luke's friend: dude i didn't think you were religious at all
wheresmyricebowl: if it had been me driving
wheresmyricebowl: it woulda been over
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: but i really think thats what hell is like
wheresmyricebowl: that was the worst feeling ever
wheresmyricebowl: more pain than you can imagine
luke's friend: im sorry about that ive never had my shit do that to someone before
wheresmyricebowl: not knowing being able to go home
wheresmyricebowl: no no, its cool
luke's friend: i woulda takin you home sooner but you kept going nuts
wheresmyricebowl: it was good too, remeber us laughing
luke's friend: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: how was i going nuts
wheresmyricebowl: i didn't do anything violent did i
wheresmyricebowl: thats not me
wheresmyricebowl: i just remember being really sad
luke's friend: i would be driving and you started rocking back and forth saying im in hell im in hell, so i didnt want to leave you at your house like that
wheresmyricebowl: realy really sad
wheresmyricebowl: then happy
wheresmyricebowl: then really really happy
luke's friend: haha
wheresmyricebowl: like, moments of clarity
luke's friend: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: when i realized i was just high
wheresmyricebowl: those were fun
luke's friend: hah
wheresmyricebowl: but then i'd get paranoid again
wheresmyricebowl: remember when i kept scratching my hand
wheresmyricebowl: and i was rocking back and forth cuz i thought i was on fire
luke's friend: heh yeah i doubt there anything in my weed sounds like your describing a typical bad trip
wheresmyricebowl: thats what made the hell vision so real to me
luke's friend: ah
wheresmyricebowl: yeah, really bad trip is all
luke's friend: see i get that fire sensation to but it just feels like warmth
wheresmyricebowl: otherwise it sounds like LSD, and i thinks thats too expensive for what you paid
luke's friend: yeah
luke's friend: 50 bucks for 1/8th
luke's friend: and its from an old source
luke's friend: and ive gotten the same high from weed from other people
wheresmyricebowl: i think if i stopped before finishing the last bowl it woulda been the best high ever
wheresmyricebowl: but it turned into the worst
luke's friend: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: my fault
luke's friend: oh well
luke's friend: no worrys
wheresmyricebowl: thanks for handling me
luke's friend: no prob
luke's friend: im just glad you didnt hurt yourself
wheresmyricebowl: i know
wheresmyricebowl: i got clear again jsut as i got out of your car
wheresmyricebowl: at nordhoff
wheresmyricebowl: ir ealized i wasn't far from home
luke's friend: yeah you kept saying that
wheresmyricebowl: and i just wanted to go home
wheresmyricebowl: but then when i got paranoid i thought you weren't gonna take me home
wheresmyricebowl: i looked at the street
wheresmyricebowl: and then i said to myself
wheresmyricebowl: omg i cant even cross it
luke's friend: lol
wheresmyricebowl: everything sounded like an echo
wheresmyricebowl: i was at least 5 seconds behind in comprehending what was happening
luke's friend: haha yeah i remeber that you just looked at me and said, "im high, help me
whe"resmyricebowl: by the time i got home i was like 10 minutes behind
wheresmyricebowl: i timed it lol
luke's friend: oh man thats wierd
wheresmyricebowl: yeah i was smart enough to time myself
wheresmyricebowl: it takes ten minutes in between moments of clarity
wheresmyricebowl: did we talk a lot? or was there a lot of silence
luke's friend: after you got paranoid you talked to yourself mostly
wheresmyricebowl: well i must thank you, that was the most exciting night of my life
wheresmyricebowl: hahaha
luke's friend: i tried to talk to you but you werent responding
luke's friend: hehe
luke's friend: yeah that it was
wheresmyricebowl: i don't think its safe for me
wheresmyricebowl: or else i would do it again
luke's friend: nah most people that go on a bad trip like that never smoke again
wheresmyricebowl: yeah
wheresmyricebowl: thats what i feel like
wheresmyricebowl: i feel like repenting for my sins so i don't go to hell
luke's friend: well if thats how you feel go for it
wheresmyricebowl: lol
wheresmyricebowl: you were saying stuff like that in the car
wheresmyricebowl: which tripped me out
wheresmyricebowl: even more lol
wheresmyricebowl: naw i never been religious
wheresmyricebowl: but that totally changed my mind
wheresmyricebowl: i don't know why
luke's friend: so i dont know if this was real or what but you kept talkin about your mom being in a cult
wheresmyricebowl: she was
luke's friend: really?
wheresmyricebowl: yep
luke's friend: what kinda cult
wheresmyricebowl: at that point i thought you were satan trying to get me to realize why i was in hell
wheresmyricebowl: because my mom was in a cult
wheresmyricebowl: and because i knew about jesus but didn't accept him
luke's friend: oh man
luke's friend: i dont think there was anything i coulda said that would made you alright again
wheresmyricebowl: no
luke's friend: i tried to change the subject a couple of time
wheresmyricebowl: the key was getting me home
wheresmyricebowl: it was familiar to me
luke's friend: yeah probably
wheresmyricebowl: didnt i calm down after that
wheresmyricebowl: and it started to go away
luke's friend: you were better
wheresmyricebowl: and i started to feel good again
wheresmyricebowl: but i was tired
wheresmyricebowl: and i played video games after oyu left
wheresmyricebowl: just to have some fun
luke's friend: but i didnt want to leave you there the way you were acting i was afraid of what you would do
wheresmyricebowl: and i realized, if i was in hell, WTF i wouldn't get to play video games!
wheresmyricebowl: so i snapped out of it
luke's friend: lol

THE END

i will make a movie about that some day
its 420 today btw

remind me i have a physics test tommorrow
remind me i have to run more often
remind me i suck
remind me to close the closet
remind me to listen up
remind me to work hard
remind me why i'm here

insane

ok...

kinda tired of girls quoting "Eternal Sunshine of the Ridiculus Titled Movie"
theres like 6 on my buddy list that have quotes from it.

be unique, not clinique

1 more post because i'm hyper

random snippets of luke wit:

wheresmyricebowl: hm
wheresmyricebowl: how many more years you got
FakEplAsTic halo: for what
wheresmyricebowl: till menopause
wheresmyricebowl: no school
wheresmyricebowl: i meant school

YEEHAW its LAURA: hey*~
wheresmyricebowl: you're pink is like, salmon colored
wheresmyricebowl: like a bad car
YEEHAW its LAURA: : /

wheresmyricebowl: oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheresmyricebowl: try playing tom petty, "i won't back down" while looking at my buddy icon!
wheresmyricebowl: ITS HILARIOUS

is it bad when you say goodbye to someone if you say under your breath "bitch." as well?

more insights:

i thought to myself, what would i do if i had only 2 months to live and red strings sticking out of my stomach for the world to see?

portrait of a man, a man who i've known almost all my life, more at the beging than at the end. a man who has hit on my girlfriend, a man who has made futile attempts to bring up two kids, nay, three kids.

that portrait is my uncle and the paint that he was drawn with seem like oversaturated watercolors to me; i din't relly know he.

they say only by magic he'll live, and that magic my father says is the chinese medicine.

bought a new dragonball game today? yeah i did :_O

Yesterday was very strange.

It started with me going to my dads house so he could fix my car.
It never got fixed, but I saw my uncle in the nursing home who has intestinal cancer.
He was all skinny and there were tubes in his belly, the doctor says he has 1-2 months left. My dad is going to try and pay 400 dollars for this chinese medicine thats supposed to make him live longer.

I never had a brother, but I can imagine how it would be to lose one. And my cousins, my uncles son's, I'm going to have to try and be their father figure now.

My Dad and I talked, for what seemed to be a very long time, in the car on the way back from the hospital. I now know the meaning of my family name, some history of my grandparents, and my Dad's future plans for me.

I found a new respect for my father, and thats hard to say.
He says that in his religion, buddhism, we are very lucky to be born as humans, to be able to think on our own.

I can't tell you all he said or what we talked about, but it was a lot, more than I think we ever talked about before, it changed my perspective about things.

He says that when I'm done with college he's sending me to Thailand to become a monk for 3 months, then I will change from being 70% a man to 100%, lol.

I'll have to tell you the rest of what he said in chunks in later blogs.

got drunk last night.

did i get into a fight?
if i did i must have lost.

didn't throw up.
no hang over today.
thanks mickey's.

i dared drink the neon blue drink again, and survived (see archive of last year around this same time)

rent is due today.
and i'm making a profit off a stupid purchase.

need to surf.
need a cup of coffee.
need to put minutes on my phone.
need need need, want want want.
i'm just a big ball of needs and wants.

i better start giving back to the community before i die and go to hell.