owning my own store????

i like being bright :)

wheresmyricebowl (11:33:58 PM): well do you want someone who understands or someone who just thinks they do
wheresmyricebowl (11:34:20 PM): i never say i understand
wheresmyricebowl (11:34:24 PM): each situation is different
(11:33:53 PM): that's probably the brightest thing anyone's said to me in a while

For any furture reference I might need, yesterday was the day I met Eliza Ing.

today's lesson: Thrice - Stare at the Sun

I sit here clutching useless lists
And keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls
I tear into the history
Show me what it means to me in this world
Yeah in this world

'Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
I study saints and scholars both
No perfect plan unfurls
Do I trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
Yeah in this world

'Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind (till I understand or go blind)

I know that there's a point I've missed
A shrine or stone I haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But I can't help feeling like I'm

Due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign (waiting for a sign)
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes (and I won't close my eyes)

Due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes

email from my family in thailand:

Hi dear,
We have a little bit surprise when you made
decision to visit us earlier than we ever expected but
it is a very good news. We hope then that time .. we
can take almost time together.
A fun story at my office... last month we have a
trainng course at USA ... but 2 days later it changed
to Australia..... anyway it's not my turn .....so
dissapointted I get lost a ticket to see you there : (
P' Oh had read your e-mail and told me she will
write to you. Everyone always miss you. I leave my
address then you can send us something.... ah ha ...
good idea to send a rich, nice and good looking guy
for P'Oh naka.
Oh Do you know that 21th June ... a next few
days.. is P'Oh birthday na? ,we will have a party and
promise to send some pictures to you.