can't help but think i'm over my head as she gets ready to leave in a few days.

this spoiled princess philipina girl.

mother of a would be first child.

i promised God i'd go to church if he let her be safe for the abortion.

i didn't go.

i'm waiting for a bolt of lightning to hit my head.

you know what, i'm tired of posting song lyrics and woe-is-me posts.

i just don't know what to do with myself.

do i follow my instincts blindly?

someone else: (10:45:58 PM)i just felt he wasnt being very realistic in general
wheresmyricebowl (10:46:30 PM): really how
someone else:(10:50:33 PM): i dont know
someone else: (10:50:44 PM): very show-offy about a lot of random things
wheresmyricebowl (10:51:17 PM): lol
wheresmyricebowl (10:51:30 PM): he probably cuts people off in traffic and wears scarfs

in a linkin park video, theres two gundams, one on each side of his bed, they were 1/60 scale, i build 1/100 scale ones, smaller, but still just as cool. gundams are supposed to be big giant robots piloted in the future by people with blue hair.

i was thinking how i never want to be the guy that cuts someone off in traffic and wears scarfs.

one thing that bothers me tho.
i hate girls that wear wierd hats.
khristine has 4 laced cowgirl hats in her luggage from the philipines.

In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

so i got my girlfriend pregnant.

and after a few arguements she's not my girlfriend anymore.

but i still agree to pay for all of the abortion.

even though its 50% her fault.

thats the news with me.

please tell me the wonderful time you are having, i dare you.